my midnight nightmare

[Kairi]

i go to sleep hoping it would stay that way

but i always awake to the pulsing heartbeats that keep me awake

i can never go to bed thinking about what is to come

because i can only think about the things i have done

 

every night there's a nightmare to behold

every morning i fight the urge to jump back into that dreadful pit

every nightmare is a message that says my time is way too soon

so tonight i am prepared to face the demon within

 

what does it mean when you see someone split their own head open?

what does it mean when you see bloody halls and

limbs of the ones you hate all over?

what does it mean to love every nightmare you have?

 

i awaken only to the thought that i would laugh in my sleep

the midnight nightmares are the times i wake up

what i'm really afraid of is reality

and i'm never ready to face the real world

 

i love the days i spend having my dreams you call nightmares

i hate those days i spend having those nightmare you call life

i love the times i can escape to the secret world no one will find me in

i despise the times i can see reality and beware my own demise