Alone

[PurpleKitty]

Every day is a fight,

Now that I am all alone.

The pain that I suffer,

I will not pass onto another.

 

I left with a reason,

I didn’t want to explain,

I didn’t want them to see my pain,

I didn’t want it to happen.

 

All the things I have tried to do have been in vain,

Disregarded and replaced, Ignored and forgotten

I ran and hid from the world

Trying to protect those I love.

 

I bury myself inside a shell,

Never allowing myself to come out

I hide my pain inside this shell,

Even when all I want to do is yell.

 

I want to protect those who are innocent,

My friends and family, my loved ones;

I wanted a different ending,

But this is the way it must be.

 

I block the whole world out,

Protecting them from the pain,

Protecting them from the potential destruction,

Trying to save those that I love from myself.

 

They can no longer see me,

I am a forgotten memory.

Hidden in their minds,

Being forgotten with time.

 

This is the way I want it to be,

They don’t deserve to see me.

I hurt them even if they didn’t see,

It was unintentional but it was me.

 

I hurt them; this is the way it must be.

I hide from myself, I hide to protect them.

I will love them from afar

Leaving my world ajar

 

I allow myself to protect them,

Doing what I can.

I won’t allow them to know the truth,

Forgotten and lost to them.

 

I shall forever be,

Protecting them from the pain

Inside of me

Saving them from the suffering

 

That would be

I wanted to leave the world

Be done with it

And end it once and for all

 

But I don’t want them to misunderstand

I do not want this for me

I will only do it for them

My loved ones till the end

[CrimsonSpade57]

Very good I like it.

[PurpleKitty]

thanks, honestly I got bored at school lol its not that good

[CrimsonSpade57]

It's all good.

[Catch&Release]

you are soo good at poetry!! ^.^