My Father

[Catch&Release]

spiraling down, down into the darkness

Im always wrong, punished for nothing

I cant " be myself" with you pushing me into a mold

I cant be who i am because of your standards

The only way I find release is causing myself pain

Since Im the one who caused it in he first place

You say im immature, rash and unsensitive

You say im a brat, a fucking little petty bitch

I hole up my feelings deep inside

trying desperately not to lash out on anyone but myself

so i thank my little metal friend, and blood for resisting.

And most of all i thank my dad, you are the reason my pain is exsisting