Hollyweird

[Guest xxRisikaxx]

Hollyweird

There's a girl and she calls my name,

A vicious demon living for pain.

Pain from my heart,

And pain from my soul.

 

I look to the mirror and see,

The girl I hate to be.

A freak from all that is right

But endulgent in all that is wrong.

 

A hand reaches out,

A voice, calling for me.

With a scream of delight,

Up rose Holly.

 

Holly Wood of fame and perfection,

This demon of the night,

Sunk her claws into me.

 

With a smile so evil,

Yes seductive in power,

I took her hand,

And she took me.

 

Misery takes over

As she steals my soul with pride.

The girl that I am,

Vanishes inside.

 

Holly whispers in my ear at night,

The voice of a demon,

Filling me With fright.

 

I am not perfect,

I am not desired,

I am disgusting,

And my misery makes me tired.

 

A septable mind for Holly to play,

Torment and misery comes my way

Pressure to be perfect

Creeps up inside.

 

My reflection,I see

Is of a girl who is not me

Holly, my demon,

Has poisoned my mind.

 

Ideas of perfection

Run on a tainted line

Yet those dreams of who I should be,

Line up with what Holly shows me.

 

Just out of reach

A goal so unconceived

I want to be perfect,

Why aren't I perfect?

 

Dressed as a doll,for Holly to play

Pretty and perfect

Yet damaged and tormented inside.

 

The day Holly bit me,

When her poison sunk in,

I became blind

And my soul, it has died.

 

Dearest Holly

My deamon of glee,

Your cries for perfection

Changed who I was

And inside, destroyed me.

[Catch&Release]

that is so good! what happened though? im so sorry </3

[Guest xxRisikaxx]

just tired of not fitting the puzzle of expectancies and its kinda like having a demon on my back, telling me all that shit and so i wrote about it

[PurpleKitty]

its really good!! I love it a bit sad though