i dont care anymore

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my tears drip silent in the dark

my lips stay firm as I stare at the cracks in the sidewalk

i dont want your sympathy

i dont want your condolence

i want your anger

i want you to hate me for what ive done

you make it hard

but then turn it all around on me

why?

why do you take a different side everytime

when your around mom you hate me

when your around me you hate her

you are always pissed at me

why?

i try

i do

i just want to be me

not to be called selfish for expressing myself

oh really?

you are going to turn it around again

and again

my tears run backwards

i dont let them escape

i want to be me

to be who i am

not who you think i am

or want me to be!

do you understand?

no.

instead you call me selfcentered

you know what?

i dont care anymore

 

 

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srry if its so mixed up my dad just up and left after he yelled at me and my mom