bloodshot terror and hate

[Kairi]

i have no idea on Earth

what the FUCK i'm doing around

yes i have friends who love me

but others make me question their love

if shit wasn't so complicated

and it was easier to think

then i guess i wouldn't be so hated

by the ones i made my life about

yes, i might not want to speak

yes, when i speak i can't stop

yes, there are times when i go too far

yes, i'm admitting my flaws

but no, you shouldn't shun me out

you have no right to crush me dearly

my confidence is forever lost

and i'm tired of finding it over and over

would life be easier to live

if there were never any BITCH ASS CRAZIES ?

FUCK NO!!!!!! because then i wouldn't exist

and as time flies and never comes back

as skies turn gray and i'm struck by lightning

as i'm helpless against seeing my heart scorched

as my tears burn my face and i die inside out

i despise the shit out of you more than i miss you@EmoRebeldarknesreign