Why Do I Act Like This?

[XxPocketSizedEmoVampirexX]

Theres nothing here

Only me

In this dark littlw hole

Nothing but my insecure thoughts

 

Should i be thinking this?

Am i just confused?

Is it him?

Or is it just me?

 

I should be happy

Not asking myself questions

Not saying 'what if?' and 'should i?'

What is wrong?

 

Im making all this worse

I should just relax and not wonder

Not freak

But yet it still contiues

 

I will never be able to settle down

I will never be able to commit

I will never be able to be like other girls

In their 'normal' relationships

 

I will always be alone

Going from one to another

Its all my fault

I cant stop acting like this