Just Give Up

[Melancholy's Daughter]

I know Im gonna sound whiney,but I dont give two rat teeth at the moment.I really dont think i have a purpose in life.The things i wanna be when i get older are more than likely not gonna happen.Im probably never gonna leave where i am.For a minute,i just busted out crying,cause im not worrh anything.Any effort is useless.I dont think theres a point.But if i let go,and give up,it would hurt my family alot.And that would be worse then anything else.

 

I wanna suck it up.I wanna stop crying,cause that doesnt do anything.I hate crying.But somethings are just too heavy.Theres nothing to be in my family.My siblings pretty much got everything covered.And there all in there 20s so i cant even hang with them,or talk to them normaly.I hate the way I sound right now.I really wanna let go.This is getting ridiculous.Nothing makes since,and sh!t is just pointless.

 

Music is the only thing keeping me from going mental.I wish it were a person.I dont wanna die,i just dont wanna be around.I feel like a waste of space.I really dont need to be around or be seen.Im sorry to bother you who ever reads this with my pointless banter.But if i didnt put my words somewhere,they were going to break me.I feel like I cant breathe right now.Maybe I dont want to.

[Amz]

Never give up. Ever. That's the worst thing in life.

 

It will get better

[Guest Moon_Panda]

You will have a thousand dreams before you find the right one.

 

but if you like music so much then why not do something with that, become a musicia or lyricist.

this is from your text. hope you don't mind.

 

the music is the only thing

that keeps me from going mental.

i wish it were a persone.

someone to talk to when noone else will listen

I don't wanna die

i just don't want to be around.

i feel like a waste of space.

i just don't want to be around.

im sorry f i bother anyone,

with my pointless banter.

but these words are just too heav,

i must say them out loud.

i feel like i can't breath,

but maybe it doesn't realy matter.

 

You see, you could be a lyricist if you applied yourself. all the words are in you, you just haveto find them.

it maybe a bit un refind but if you work on this then i think it be a very goo song.

 

hope i helped !!

[XxPocketSizedEmoVampirexX]

the things i wanna b wen im older r really competitive jobs so ill probably wont get into them...

im kinda the same....feel like i shud just give up cuz there doesnt seem to b a chance for me cuz theyres always ppl better at computers n art than me...

n i dont hav older siblings so i cant ask how they did things n stuff :/

stepdad wont b much help cuz he dropped skool...

mum wanted to get into science but thata didnt work cuz of family n skool reasons...

my dad dropped out of skool as well >.>

so yea idk...

i feel like giving up but if i do i kno i wont get anywhere...