johnny63o Posted August 7, 2012 Share Posted August 7, 2012 honestly..i often think about what i hate most in life...and.. i often come to the same thing...myself i feel...selfish...i try to help others rather then care about myself...i say i dont judge people but on the inside i do...and i hate mysekf cause of it...this is all so pointless saying my thoughts since no one really cares to listen...i.. use to be the happiest person ever....then.. things happen and now im not...i dont even have the strength to cry anymore...my smiles are often fake when i say im ok i lie and ....im losing whatevers left that i hold onto... i.. would prefer if...anyone who has something to say say it to my face...i want my flaws and stupidity to be pointed out cause..the pain..lets me know im alive still and...that my life here..is still going and that hell is just beginning ....this post was selfish i know...but.. since i have no one that i want to tell specifically id rather let everyone know...so yea... thats all.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Amz Posted August 7, 2012 Share Posted August 7, 2012 I'll always care to listen, dear You have a voice, like everyone else. I'll listen. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
johnny63o Posted August 7, 2012 Author Share Posted August 7, 2012 why listen to my rambles..i never let them out till it hurts... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kittyatethehuman Posted August 7, 2012 Share Posted August 7, 2012 Hun, i'm here if you need me. I don't really get on this site much but if you need me you can add me on facebook(if you need a link just ask) or something. In all honesty I used to feel like you feel now, i'm sure I can be somewhat helpful c: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
johnny63o Posted August 7, 2012 Author Share Posted August 7, 2012 i dont like facebook Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Amz Posted August 7, 2012 Share Posted August 7, 2012 I don't mind listening. I want to help. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
johnny63o Posted August 7, 2012 Author Share Posted August 7, 2012 id...like hat alot...thing is...im not on here as much anymore...e...and when i really need someone...im in the middle of nowhere wittyh no wifi Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Amz Posted August 7, 2012 Share Posted August 7, 2012 :C Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
johnny63o Posted August 7, 2012 Author Share Posted August 7, 2012 im usually camping in indiana lol...and the only thing i can do is txt Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Amz Posted August 7, 2012 Share Posted August 7, 2012 I don't know how to help then Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
johnny63o Posted August 7, 2012 Author Share Posted August 7, 2012 no one really can.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Toby Jr. Posted August 7, 2012 Share Posted August 7, 2012 Life never turns out the way you thought it would, that's a rule you should always keep in mind, always be prepared. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Amz Posted August 7, 2012 Share Posted August 7, 2012 ^ Toby speaks words of truth. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
johnny63o Posted August 7, 2012 Author Share Posted August 7, 2012 yea...i was prepared to lose my bestfrien on my birthday...to suicide Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Amz Posted August 7, 2012 Share Posted August 7, 2012 I'm sorry dear :C Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
johnny63o Posted August 7, 2012 Author Share Posted August 7, 2012 dont be sorry...u did jothinnbg wrong Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
XxPocketSizedEmoVampirexX Posted August 8, 2012 Share Posted August 8, 2012 (edited) im here if u need to talk... plus in my opinion, even thou ppl say they dont judge others i think we all judge others in our own little ways... we might not even kno that we do it... i say i dont judge others, but theres those times wen i end up doing it. i dont do 'oh shes fat, she eats too much...i aint gonna b her friend' etc...(just an example btw) but i might go 'ohh...shes overweight...ahhh umms' i dont do it full on...but there has been times wen i do it on accident... i think everyone judges at some point wether we kno it or not... life isnt all happy happy, theres always going to be ups and downs...we just hav to overcome them and move on otherwise we will die inside and make life even more harder to live. dont blame urself. i dont think ppl dont listen to u cuz they dont care, sumtimes ppl hav trouble undertsanding ur situations and feelings. most ppl rnt sure as to wat to say or how to help...it sumtimes happens to me wiv friends :/ they probably do care, theyre just not sure how to help u... if u get ppl to point out ur flaws...i think that might make it worse. EVERYONE has flaws...u dont need to punish urself by making ppl point them out... one of the first things u need to hav to b able to b happy in life is to love urself...take the time to make things right, repair urself, love urslef again cuz trust me if u love urself things will get better cuz u will b more postitive bout most things...(im still trying to get there myself, u wudnt b the only one) ur not selfish for creating this thread...u just want help thats all urgh feels like i babbled...sorry :/ Edited August 8, 2012 by XxPocketSizedEmoVampirexX Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Amz Posted August 9, 2012 Share Posted August 9, 2012 I feel bad because I don't know how to help :C Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
johnny63o Posted August 9, 2012 Author Share Posted August 9, 2012 dont feel bad Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Amz Posted August 9, 2012 Share Posted August 9, 2012 I tend to feel that way :/ But this is about you, not me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
XxPocketSizedEmoVampirexX Posted August 9, 2012 Share Posted August 9, 2012 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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