the reason why i love you

[anna123emo]

last night,

i ran into my room and locked my door

i felt underneither my matress for my hidden razor blade

i grabbed my bottle of vykadyne from my purse

i sat them down on the floor in front of me and stared at them,

wondering if i could actually do it

wondering if i could cut deep enough to feel something besides the numbness

i sat there for what seemed like minutes,

but was actually hours.

i took my notebook and pen and wrote a letter to my family and friends saying tht i was srry

and wen it came time to write you a letter,

i froze.

you were the one reason tht i was still here

you were my everything and more

i felt ice cold

then i felt my phone vibrating in my pocket and took it out and anwsered it

it was you

i said "hey" and u said "hey" and after a long pause i burst i to tears and told you what i was about to do

you said "stay there and dont do anything"

10 minutes later u were pounding on my door yelling my name

i got up and unlocked it and saw u standing there

your hair was messy

your eyes were red from crying

and i was standing there

my hair was all over the place

my makeup was running from crying so much

but yet you grabbed me and held me in your arms for hours

telling me tht i was your babygirl and tht i always would be

and tht u loved me, tht i wasnt allowed to leave you yet

i cryed and layed my head on ur shoulder

you picked me up and carried me to my bed

you layed me down and you layed next to me

we fell asleep with ur arms tightly wound around me

and me laying my head on your chest listening to your heart beat thinking to myself that i couldnt leave you, ever

 

 

 

[Storm]

It seemed more like a short story then a poem to me. but it was good