nothing but thoughts.

[Guest Moon_Panda]

i am fading away,

i have no need to stay.

my world is empty and cold,

forever i stand on my own.

my only true friend is the pain,

i see sunshine but only feel rain.

dusk is my time to shine

twilight is the time i reach for my mask and hide.

i sit in my own corner,

as i am my own destroyer.

my self destruction will never end,

there is no salvation behind this bend.

desperatly i search for my reason,

but i only find more questions.

bullets and blades,

my scars shall never fade.

 

i stand on my personal edge,

wish i was somewhere warm and safe.

my mind is my enemy,

my heart is the ultimate evil in me.

i don't care about my future,

i'd just want to get through today,

tears of blood rush down my cheeks

my life is joyless and bleak.

i want someplace to cry and lash out,

somewhere where noone can hear me shout.

but a place just for me does not exicst,

because it is destroyed by my own fist!

[SaveRockMixpop]

Wow...that was deep it took me a way

.(⊙o⊙)