"Mixed feelings" </3

[XxRainbowzLoverxX]

I have mixed feelings

I don't know what to feel

Pain,sadness,love or happiness?

I daydream everytime

Things I wish I had

I create scenarios

like in movies

 

but instead

In the morning

I hear the clock

Real life

Here I come.

 

I am all by myself

I'm alone

I only have two friends

I feel like dark

 

On the planet sorrow

There's no tomorrow

Learn to survive

World is cruel

and upside down.

 

I'm the new one

I'm the different one

I'm the weird one

I'm the shy one

 

People stare

People talk

Words hurt,

and you go down.

 

Sometimes I'm the best

Sometimes I feel miserable

and hate everything else.

 

Do people hate me?

Why don't they talk to me?

I think,

I'm the last person they wanna see

 

I don't wanna be all my life alone.

I hate this feeling.

It feels wrong

But I have the whole life

in front of me

I just want that somebody

That person just for me

That likes me for what I am

and not what I should be.

 

But then like I said

Nobody wants me.

Maybe I'm a pain in the ass

I should just go away.

 

Everytime I want to cry (I want to cry)

(when) I think at at my life

I can't forget it lol)

Even if I want to.

Everything reminds me of this.

My disfunctional life

My memories

I remember this mess

Nicole's her name

I'm the ultimate mess

I'm a mixture

I'm not like the rest

 

But why me,

I keep wonder

what do I have

and another people not?

The little luck,

the shyness,uglyness

All the wrong things

in my life?

Why do people stare at me and hate me?

 

Made by XxRainbowzLoverxX

 

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