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There's this guy, I don't like him anymore. I honestly don't. I know deep down I don't. But his kiss, his kiss was my first kiss. I wasn't his but he was mine.. He holds my lips onto his and that means a lot to me.. It was special. I can't stop thinkn about our kiss. I have a boyfriend now. Me and my boyfriend don't kiss, we don't even hold hands. We just hug twice a day & that's it.. What do I do about my first kiss when I want to be committed to my boyfriend ?

This is a poem I wrote just now... I had this picture in my head of a deserted road and a dead tree at sunset. It was ugly and beautiful at the same time... I kinda took it and put it into word format, what I saw. ______________________________________ At this moment I am confused. At this moment I am closed. But this moment doesn't matter Although it matters most My eyes feeling heavy Though the brightness burns them so They want to hide within The darkness silent glow Muted Is all they say I'll be The clones of this world Choose to choose my destiny But their presence is somehow Of slight regard to me As they cry out and cry again See me please see me please My pain is their drug My tears their rum My burns their high But soon they'll run Because the fact of the matter is They don't know how to live Without sucking the life From those of their kin So there were never humans Only chances see Chances to stay Chances to leave Chances to Take Give Kill Live Breath out Then in And die ... Or not die As if I've been alive lately Because I haven't _____________________________________ something17

Self Questioning Tell me why they all left me? My friends, my family... I never imagined that this world could possibly get any darker For without them, I feel empty. Emptier then I have ever been in my entire life It's simply like since there is no them, no me should exist either No more life worth living Just going on using up borrowed time Time from a person that isn't even me anymore How did they expect me to go on without them? Why would they think that I would ever be that strong, as to be able to live with them no longer by my side? To hold up my own, the world resting on my shoulders With the weight of knowing that they were no longer with...me. No more laughter from them that I enjoyed so much No more wise advice that kept me living and hoping for tomorrow No more loving smiles that kept my heart beating And no more feelings of not being totally and completely alone Tell me. Try to make me understand why they are gone. Show me. The reason for why they were ripped from my life... Explain it to me slowly... please... -Those Echoes

Excessive Over-exposure the lights blinding the waves palpitate and slither making their way across the space between I and them their bodies gyrating sycronized with the beating of my caged heart bruised and battered the now fractured light peeks under my closed eyelids my lips pursed the air crisp and drenched with the toxicity of pheramones posioning the ones closest to them my skin crawling each note struck in perfect harmony as the waves envelope me in ecstasy I melt beneath the heat of satisfaction the snapses and nerves firing like after a fix of cocaine light no longer an issue as darkness settles in shards of ruptured reality drizzle upon the inhabitants of the square coffee and sweat ravishing the atmosphere the fear of excitement obvious as it is etched upon their faces I carry on through the throng of apathic civilians unaware of the path I'm traveling, but knowing that everything will be alright in the end.