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My drawing of a fairy. Please let me know what you guys think about it. Maybe help me give her a title?

so i'm kind of a bit lonely at the moment . i just feel so alone and i don't know if you care or not. i won't be all depressing unless the topic comes up. just wanna talk preferably to a guy because i don't really get along with girls and don't really like talking to them.i respond quick.

The freak is alone with no on to care she walks in the dark while others stare she is terrified, crying, and tired of being alone but everyone judges her So she walks by herself to her land of pain wondering what the point of her exsistence is Covered in a veil of shimmering black she stares at the moon through her bathroom window She looks in the mirror at her pale face Thick black hair and gleaming blue eye's staring at herself wonders if she'll ever be loved a single tear falls and hits the sink She runs out the door in tears to be alone again wishing someone would hold her and hear her cries....

Die Alone (verse) [ TONIGHT!!! stay here tonight....tonight]x2 Tonight as we lay we solemnly swear. That by day we will carry on there, is no way out when you're stuck to the ground. So get up come one get up come on get up come on get up COME ON! (chorus) Tonight we'll fly away...higher than the stars. we'll fly right into space..and wave goodbye to mars. We'll never be the same we can't remain this way. So darling please stay, you'll always be my only. (verse2) So will I DIE alone? Or will you hold my heart? IT NEVER MEANT THIS WAY! To tear us all apart.I'll love you till the end, no one else can try, to keep you from me! I'LL END THEIR LIVES TONIGHT! (chorus) Tonight we'll fly away..higher than the stars. we'll fly right into space, and wave goodbye to mars. we'll never be the same, as long as you're here tonight. I'll keep your love right here, as we come down from the light. (gtr piano) (SO!!) So....what does this mean to you? (YOU!!) Do you ever feel alone like me? (SO!!) So...can we wait until the end? (END!) While you stay here again... Tonight we'll fly away...higher than the stars. We'll fly right into space, and wave goodbye to mars. We'll never be the same...we can't remain this way. Tonight we'll...fly....

Today Comes To Say Goodbye (verse) Is it worry that catches your fall? Is it sorrow that strengthens your weakness? I'm sorry I wasn't there at all, I would of atleast try to beat it. Can you show me a better way down? Can you show me a better way out? I never sought to let this go but time kept on repeating. With your arms wide mouth close eyes bright as the stars, you smile and wave goodbye.........WELL I, WAS TOO, LATE TO, SAVE YOU! WELL I COULDN'T FORGET THAT ON THAT DAY YOU LEFT MY SOUL DIED IN IT'S DEPTH! A shallow cross between us, made never musch sense as tonight. The morning reborn was nothing but an empty hollow night. So BREAK!! BREAK your FALL! So BREAK break it all. I was once to far gone, I'm already done. Cast 6ft from within, I'll break just to stop this from following me down through sin............Morrow, says goodbye, the night will cast down slow. You never cried, until that last hello.....YOU STARED ALL THROUGH THE NIGHT!! and let me white as snow. Creep on you in your dreams, and capture your black soul. [TODAY! Comes to say goodbye!]x8

Swear It! (verse1) You, swear it by the night it's, only left or right. We, hold it still and fast while you, think about your past. You know, we never would've won if you, never would've come. We think, everything you do is just, something I get used to. (chorus) Well I'll sleep tonight, knowing you're not by my side. Knowing how this will end, knowing when to call it quits. I hope you sleep well darling knowing I'm yours, you will, always be my girl you will always be my world and I know, sorrow plays on both our hearts, trying to tear us apart. But you already know it won't as long as you please don't go. I'm sorry I'm not there I love you more than anything it just hurts when you're gone when you're always on the run fromm your fears, my dear, it's alright. (verse2) (SO BREAK!) Can't you feel my heart? Beating faster from afar. No one knows what's happening no one knows the fatality (THAT YOU!) Give me heart attacks, I'm always gunna have your back. I love you so much more, than anyone could ever endure. It seems THAT this reality, is nothing but a lucid dream. I'll hold you in my arms tonight, we'll fall asleep and fly up high. WAY past the starline...you know you look so beautiful tonight. (chorus)

Fine... (Verse1) [i don't know what it means to win. I don't know what it means to win. I'm shallow broken (shallow broken) I'm shallow broken (shallow broken)]x2 (gtr) Can you, feel my heartbeat? Up against your chest while I beg you with my best. I don't, want this to be, something more or less I'd rather stand trial than sit down for a test. [i can't tell you my world]x4 (Chorus) Well it's on and it's off, this goes on and on and on, well it's up and it's down. Can you please just turn around? Face the wall...can you tell me what you see? (verse2) stop trying to waste time when I've only got one life. I'll make the best that ever is I'll hold on onto the bridge. Get me up get me down I'm so tired of these clouds. Shaped like hearts, one by one. Rip apart, every one. Don't know wether to stay clear, or stay in your arms dear. (chorus) (verse3) I see an empty shadow, thick and battered. Torn apart and cast aside. I'm staring in that mirror and God I fear that's me inside that wall. I hope that all is well for you i spelt. My dying bloody heart. Don't know when to stop, when to drop, let it all fall. I can't give you what you want cus you feel so...far... (chorus) Can you tell me that you feel fine...?....Can you, feel my heartbeat? Up against your chest while I beg you with my best...

Why am I queit? Bc Im sad I've been through mostly bad... I walk with my head down I wear a frown... I try hiding this side... No longer filled with pride... I'm starting to fade Into darkness Broken and heartless.. I'm just a fucking mess.. No one knows what's wrong I've been trough this for so long I try to talk about it But I lose it... My throat clenched... Tears filling my eyes I start to cry... I don't want it to show I dont want you to know.. The pain is just to strong I can no longer hold on.. Fake smiles or none at all... I feel so fucking small... I run from my fears And worry about the things near.. It's harder to focus for a while As I try to put on a smile.. I have no ones shoulder to cry on All my happiness is gone. I cry and start feeling sick It feels like in my heart there's a sharp stick.. How long will this go on? I can't stay strong. I'm way to weak I dont want to speak.. I look in the mirror The tears coming nearer.. My eyes all red The sadness I dread.. The tears stream down my face As I lose my place.. Why am I crying? I feel like dieing. What's wrong with me Happiness is what I can't see.. I used to be happy and energetic Now I'm just pathetic... I used to be crazy and wound But then I start falling to the ground.. Depression I found.. Now I'm dark Stuck here with no heart... Quiet and alone No one to pull me home.. I'm so much different you see This isn't the real me.. Calling me names Bc I'm mean You haven't seen... You don't know I'm depressed I'm just a big mess... I try not to show No one can know... But the pain is pouring out I want to scream and shout This isn't what I'm all about. The pain inside The tears I cry... As I slowly die... You'd still never know... Why this side of me starts to show. Distractions only last so long Soon I'll be gone... I hold it in a day And cry when people go away... Fine one minute Gone the next I'm an emotional wreck Nothing but a mess... Why do we love the people that cause us pain.. It drives me insane... I'll do whatever it takes To be the mistake You can't live without... You know my name Not my story You know what I've done Not what I've been through. Happiness straight from the bottle When real life's to hard to swallow. You left me here Like a chalkoutline On the sidewalk Waitin for the rain To wash away... Loving the ones I Miss That made me feel like shit The way you made me feel The pain never heals You go through my mind All the time I hope you come back But in my heart there's a big long crack.. Al these dreams washed away Happiness doesn't stay... Tears stream down my face Ive lost my place Lieing here in darkness Broken and heartless Alone and lost.. My chance is in the past Nothing good ever lasts... Walking with my head down Music is the only sound... I'm not in the mood I'm covered in wounds.. I don't want to talk just go away I'm really not okay.. You see the look in my eyes The tears I cry.. Ask me what's wrong You'd never understand I'm stuck Sinking in this sand... Someone give me a hand and help me move.. Happiness is what I lose.. Falling and hitting the floor I have nothing more... Words fall music speaks... I'm way to weak... Someone help me back on my feet.. Bit by bit things start to fall apart What once is my heart is crushed And this pain is sharp.. Sometimes I don't even know what's wrong I've been hiding it in all along. Cry for no reason Alone through the seasons... I need help But no one hears my yelp... These crazy thoughts go through my mind.. Happiness is something I can't find. Words unsaid That familiar pound In my head There's no light I'm filled with fright... All these thoughts day and might I've lost the fight Done holding on Everything is gone...

I remembered ur walk The way you talk The sound of your voice... But I'm not your choice... You look at me like you have something to say.. But then you just walk away. It's really annoying It pisses me off. All my happiness is lost. Fuck this fuck that Go to hell I'll do the same as well.. Dreams washed away There's nothing to say. Lying here in darkness Broken and heartless.

In trapped in darkness Broken and heartless... I'm a big fucking mess I'm done doing my best. I fall and hit the floor I have nothing more Broken dreams Silent screams... Tears stream down my face I've lost my place.. So many mistakes... Happiness doesn't last My chances are in the past.. I'll lie here forever While you are together. Words fall music speaks I'm just so weak. I tryed holding on For so fucking long. But now I'm not strong. What once was my heart Is crushed and the pain is sharp. Shattered and blown away.. I'm not okay. The look in my eyes.. The tears I cry.. Hiding and running I'm not so stunning.. Broken and alone Lightness hasn't shown. Drowning in sorrows There's no tomorrow..

We all have our own stories dont we? We all have been ruined in some way! I am emo. I am lonely. I feel unloved, uncared for, and un-needed. This school I go to makes me miserable! Its the worst school ever! They say theyre getting rid of bullying but they are not! I turn the corner and someone looks sad, I walk into a classroom and someones getting tormented. We are suppose to feel safe in school but I havent for my whole life. I have always been left out, for being different, but I have bipolar, so I snap easily and my mood changes faster than a clock. And as often as a clock. Everyone thinks Im different, because Im myself, I didnt go with the in-crowd at first. I was myself until 3rd grade. I left my hobbies, my lifestyle, EVERYTHING behind, just to fit in. I had one friend named Chatham that was so nice and she actually payed attention. She moved. Then I was alone. In fourth grade a new girl named Faith moved. She became my friend. Then I moved. I was alone again. I moved to a new town thinking it will be awesome, new people that dont know my past of being different! 3 friends. Thats all I got. Middle school came and it SUCKS. Not just the homework..the kids. I hate them all. They bully me, ditch me, pick on me, tease me, accuse me of stuff I didnt do, lie to me, talk crap about me behind my back. I HATE THEM ALL. In 7th grade I had like 6 friends. Was really happy. Then things went downhill. Bullying got more severe and more consistent. I wanted to die, I felt useless; needless. I started cutting myself. Hoping one day Id accidently cut deep enough to die. I didnt want anymore suffering. One day changed me forever. I felt suicidal, should never have gone to school that day! So at lunch I said I was going to kill myself, I had been severely bullied the past weeks..The girl across from me said exactly this: "Good! I hope you die, I dont wanna see your face!" From that day on the whole world changed to me. It was black, lifeless, the air was always cold, even in summer. The sky was always cloudy to me. I lost sight of the sun. I didnt feel any purpose to be on this earth, to walk this planet, my pitiful, ugly, fat, horrible, self! I felt no need of breathing. I was done. I attempted suicide. Then I failed. My brother had to be the one to stop me. He thought I was playing. Im curently in 8th grade, and hating every bit of it. Im gonna be homeschooled next year. Im outta this dreadful prison I have to take the bus to every day. Every day that I decide to go. I skip alot. And thats what my shattered soul has to say today.

I was left to die... Like a dog Like I was nothing... I was losing myself in what I thought was a hole But it wasn't a hole It was my home

Self Questioning Tell me why they all left me? My friends, my family... I never imagined that this world could possibly get any darker For without them, I feel empty. Emptier then I have ever been in my entire life It's simply like since there is no them, no me should exist either No more life worth living Just going on using up borrowed time Time from a person that isn't even me anymore How did they expect me to go on without them? Why would they think that I would ever be that strong, as to be able to live with them no longer by my side? To hold up my own, the world resting on my shoulders With the weight of knowing that they were no longer with...me. No more laughter from them that I enjoyed so much No more wise advice that kept me living and hoping for tomorrow No more loving smiles that kept my heart beating And no more feelings of not being totally and completely alone Tell me. Try to make me understand why they are gone. Show me. The reason for why they were ripped from my life... Explain it to me slowly... please... -Those Echoes