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Hey its me xXx_EMOKITTY_xXx back here on this website wiv a new account 2 announce my h8 2 da world. dis world is a sik place everyione and everything deserves to DIE! you maybthink I sound emo, well guess what! I AM A MOTHER TRUCKING EMO!!! giv me all the h8 you want but I dunt care one day u will die and SO WILL YOU! everyoine and everything will die likfe is meant tfor death]death tis good I want to die who agrees with me? I ant be the only one wishing for more death and loath in this cruel cruel planet I wish I could live on mars... I am still bi curious, my mother accept It but I am who I am and no 1 will stahp me THIS IS THE END
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I hate when I'm feeling this way even though I feel it everyday. I really need someone to talk to I'm feeling really down (again xc).
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Need someone to talk to . Feeling really down .
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Some call it crazy Some say it's sick But I think it's freedom The pain is fierce but quick Some say that it's a sin Just a little too risque' But it helps release the pain That I go through everyday The blade is sharp and cold As it runs across my skin Leaving me to ponder And decide how deep I cut in The icy chill running down my spine Makes me feel at ease I no longer feel like a coward Fucking up on everything with every breath I breathe But some days I want to stop Feeling like everything's wrong Trying to let go of the blade Sometimes I can but not for long It's like I'm addicted to the pain The feeling taking refuge in my veins Leaving me feeling confused and alone Wiping at the streaked tears that seem to be stained Burned into my skin forever Becoming a part that I cannot escape Sometimes I just want to hurt all over To scream at the top of my lungs until they break I want to escape from my sadness It's taking over me Why can't I just rest Why won't it let me be I just want to be free
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I'm sad, always, Why, I don't know, Everyone hates my ways. Though I try not to let it show, I'm sad, always, Inside and Out. While people say it's just a phase, People wonder why, When I try not to cry. It's because I'm sad, always.
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I'm really good at pretending, you see. You really don't know me. On the outside I'm full of cheer, Inside I'm full of self doubt, and fear. Outside, I act happy and cool, But to be honest, you're a fool. I laugh and smile, Even though it takes me awhile. On the outside I'm fine. Inside I'm crying. I'm really good at pretending, you see. You really don't know me.
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Sadder Days and Saturdays (verse1) The night left so freely while you tried to catch your breath. The sorrow no meaning for it to be left. [The shallows I held onto were nothing but a liar's truth, you told me you've done this before]x2 (chorus) And I WAIT! for you, to come back down. and I WAIT for you, to come back down. ONE LIFE wasn't enough? could you say that you're all stuck in love? With the GUN up to my chest, you got me right at the best. PULL the trigger tight, and wish me a goodbye tonight. (verse2) So when is this over? Does it ever get older? CAN YOU TELL me what you feel? CAN YOU TELL me what you feel? It's just, every night grows longer while you're stuck even farther THAN YOU'VE EVER BEEN before, while I, lay OUT ON THE FLOOR! I bleed out ONTO the rug. while you wasted all of this love. (chorus) (verse3) Well darling, well IT'S NOT WHAT you wanna hear, IT'S NOT WHAT you wanna hear, IT'S NOT WHAT you wanna hear tonight]x4 (chorus)
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She sat alone, alone and at home, where her screams were silent, but her mind was violent. He insecurities hid deep inside, and they did indeed eat her alive. A tear rolled down her face, as her heart began to race. She took her blade and tore her skin, where her depression lied deep within. This went on for days, months, years, and until she cried her very last tears. She decided that she had enough, the world around her was too tough. She took a gun to her head. Congratulations society, she is dead.
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Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet and perhaps so are you. But the roses have wilted, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty, your wrists are stained red. The sun isn't shining, the sky isn't clear, there's no silver lining cause you're no longer here. Rain keeps pouring, there's no end in sight, you're laying there frozen, so far from the light. Your beauty's unreal, your smile the sun, but time can't be turned nor your actions undone. The words that you wrote that I only read, "I love you so much; please don't cry when I'm dead." A bond that we formed, a love that ran deep, a pain that we shared, a friend I could keep. I wanted to hold you, wipe the tears from your eyes; been there the moment you said your goodbye. I want to forget but the most times I don't. I want to let go, but I know that I won't. Tears on my face, memories burned in my head; the roses have wilted, the violets are dead.
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Fine... (Verse1) [i don't know what it means to win. I don't know what it means to win. I'm shallow broken (shallow broken) I'm shallow broken (shallow broken)]x2 (gtr) Can you, feel my heartbeat? Up against your chest while I beg you with my best. I don't, want this to be, something more or less I'd rather stand trial than sit down for a test. [i can't tell you my world]x4 (Chorus) Well it's on and it's off, this goes on and on and on, well it's up and it's down. Can you please just turn around? Face the wall...can you tell me what you see? (verse2) stop trying to waste time when I've only got one life. I'll make the best that ever is I'll hold on onto the bridge. Get me up get me down I'm so tired of these clouds. Shaped like hearts, one by one. Rip apart, every one. Don't know wether to stay clear, or stay in your arms dear. (chorus) (verse3) I see an empty shadow, thick and battered. Torn apart and cast aside. I'm staring in that mirror and God I fear that's me inside that wall. I hope that all is well for you i spelt. My dying bloody heart. Don't know when to stop, when to drop, let it all fall. I can't give you what you want cus you feel so...far... (chorus) Can you tell me that you feel fine...?....Can you, feel my heartbeat? Up against your chest while I beg you with my best...
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It's easier to roll with the sick look than to make myself look half alive, lol. MCR-inspired makeup. Photo of Embyrr -
It hurts doesn't it? Not just on the inside but on the outside too. It overpowers us and takes a toll on our physical being. We feel like not even trying, not even breathing. We just feel like giving up. Sooner or later we will get to the point where we won't even care what other people see. We won't care if they break our facade... for we will be too far off. We will be lost.
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The pain never fades, it only gets stronger. And in all honesty, I can't take it any longer. The world stays dark, untouched by light, my ropes end's been reached, and I've lost my fight. I will not end it for good, I have reasons to live but my only logic to stay is to constantly give. Sometimes I give too much on days like today but I just stay here, and let chips fall as they may.
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As the urges get stronger, I pick up my blade, make sure my roommate is out some scars have fade. I use it against my arm, hoping no one will see. The demons who tear me inside, finally let me be. As the blood runs out, the pain leaves my mind. Sadness disappears, but still happiness I still don't find.
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Yeah, I'm tired. (T)orn apart (I)nsecure, (R)eally faking my smile, (E)xtremely sad, (D)rowning in my tears.
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In trapped in darkness Broken and heartless... I'm a big fucking mess I'm done doing my best. I fall and hit the floor I have nothing more Broken dreams Silent screams... Tears stream down my face I've lost my place.. So many mistakes... Happiness doesn't last My chances are in the past.. I'll lie here forever While you are together. Words fall music speaks I'm just so weak. I tryed holding on For so fucking long. But now I'm not strong. What once was my heart Is crushed and the pain is sharp. Shattered and blown away.. I'm not okay. The look in my eyes.. The tears I cry.. Hiding and running I'm not so stunning.. Broken and alone Lightness hasn't shown. Drowning in sorrows There's no tomorrow..
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We all have our own stories dont we? We all have been ruined in some way! I am emo. I am lonely. I feel unloved, uncared for, and un-needed. This school I go to makes me miserable! Its the worst school ever! They say theyre getting rid of bullying but they are not! I turn the corner and someone looks sad, I walk into a classroom and someones getting tormented. We are suppose to feel safe in school but I havent for my whole life. I have always been left out, for being different, but I have bipolar, so I snap easily and my mood changes faster than a clock. And as often as a clock. Everyone thinks Im different, because Im myself, I didnt go with the in-crowd at first. I was myself until 3rd grade. I left my hobbies, my lifestyle, EVERYTHING behind, just to fit in. I had one friend named Chatham that was so nice and she actually payed attention. She moved. Then I was alone. In fourth grade a new girl named Faith moved. She became my friend. Then I moved. I was alone again. I moved to a new town thinking it will be awesome, new people that dont know my past of being different! 3 friends. Thats all I got. Middle school came and it SUCKS. Not just the homework..the kids. I hate them all. They bully me, ditch me, pick on me, tease me, accuse me of stuff I didnt do, lie to me, talk crap about me behind my back. I HATE THEM ALL. In 7th grade I had like 6 friends. Was really happy. Then things went downhill. Bullying got more severe and more consistent. I wanted to die, I felt useless; needless. I started cutting myself. Hoping one day Id accidently cut deep enough to die. I didnt want anymore suffering. One day changed me forever. I felt suicidal, should never have gone to school that day! So at lunch I said I was going to kill myself, I had been severely bullied the past weeks..The girl across from me said exactly this: "Good! I hope you die, I dont wanna see your face!" From that day on the whole world changed to me. It was black, lifeless, the air was always cold, even in summer. The sky was always cloudy to me. I lost sight of the sun. I didnt feel any purpose to be on this earth, to walk this planet, my pitiful, ugly, fat, horrible, self! I felt no need of breathing. I was done. I attempted suicide. Then I failed. My brother had to be the one to stop me. He thought I was playing. Im curently in 8th grade, and hating every bit of it. Im gonna be homeschooled next year. Im outta this dreadful prison I have to take the bus to every day. Every day that I decide to go. I skip alot. And thats what my shattered soul has to say today.
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I sit in the corners in my room sobbing knowing that know one cares to hear me Whats the point in being alive? when everybody we know will die... every minute of our life is beginning to slip by telling us the shorter time we have until we die all we can think of is how great we are when all we are are just insignificant flies just living life until we get smashed and die...
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I wake up to hell, i listen to the screams, i hide from the shouts. i just have to get out my house. Walk to to bus stop, 15 minuets early the rain pours on my head. more and more wet i get. i have forgotern something... why go back now? 100ft down this damn road is hell, 10 minuets, i see the bully smokin a fag down the street. I sympathise the poor guy, the problems i know he chases i stand in the street 7:35am still dark. under the orange "sun" I'm a hooded angel, all broken and coverd in scars. i can't go to school crying. pull myself together, practise that smile, so fake... the cold burns my hands, i'm soaked with rainy tears. I dry my eyes, pull the warm closer. smile at the bully guy, he makes a rude remark. i smile. bitter smile. it's nothing to me. it's nothing like when the voices scream. 7:43am, the rest of the kids come down the street, sunshine bubbles, a little sleepy. Fear of the voices, i hear step back into the darkness, Wait with the sunshine i'm to good to have. 7:45am yellow lights round the bend, my fake life starts, the real one ends.
