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  1. [V1:] Can't you ( can't you) , just take me for who I am? ( Who I am?) We've been writing these letters, that don't make any sense anymore. I forgot to mention, the bottle is open, I have been drinking my life away for hours now. ((Hours now )) , just hoping for once you'd understand. That I love only you--- youuuu. Chorus: Just take me ( take me) for who I AM! Take me away, we can run in the sand, but forgive me if I fall, all over AGAIN! Take me, take me. My heart is open, I have sewed it up so many times, I'm given you a chance to complete me. Do you, do you even notice, I could, stand here beside you and just be your one, your one and only. Just take me. Please my god, take me. [V2:] FINALLY I PUT THIS BOTTLE DOWN I TURN THE MUSIC ON LOUD. It's the only thing to do, to drown your voice out. I swear I never meant to cut again--but for you this time, I'll just pretend, god i'm going crazy just thinking about the ways we'd make it. Chorus: Just take me ( take me) for who I AM! Take me away, we can run in the sand, but forgive me if I fall, all over AGAIN! Take me, take me. My heart is open, I have sewed it up so many times, I'm given you a chance to complete me. Do you, do you even notice, I could, stand here beside you and just be your one, your one and only. Just take me. Please my god, take me. Just Take Me AWAAAYYYY . Don't you ever notice, I think you're the one for me. Just take me, please my god, TAKE ME...
  2. Alright so I've been doing extensive research on the difference between emo and goth and here's what I found. Yes you can be goth and emo at the same time but really it's your choice. EMO There are actually different kinds of emos out there. *Please note that you may be listed under several* A.) Cutting Emos- These are the emos that obviously cut themselves. These tend to be the more emotional ones with a severe need to mask their pain. Why do they cut the themselves? Generally it's because there's a nerve that makes them feel good. It doesn't last very long though so cutting is often over an extensive period of time. Not all of these emos wear black. Most real cutting emos try to hide who they are because they are often ashamed of who they are and what they have done.Cutting emos think of suicide on a daily basis most of the time. Some don't wear black. Actually these emos may look bright and happy a lot of the time. Smiling on the outside, crying on the inside. B.) Romance Emos- These emos focus mainly on love. They're never truly happy with it. Their lives might be perfectly fine- except they may have problems with love. They become obsessed with anything love related and their own relationships crumble because they focus too much on other relationships. Most romance emos are also cutting emos as romance is a huge fml factor. C.) Poser Emos- These emos.. are depressing. They may seem like a romance emo, or gothic but really they aren't. They struggle with being emo. They have perfectly normal lives and perfectly normal relationships that they fuck up on purpose. Poser emos feel the need to 'be cool' or 'fit in' when they often already do. They pretend to like metal, screamo, and rock. They dress in all black and a lot of the time talk about how their lives suck. Poser emos are very easy to pick out from the rest of the crowd because they seem to try too hard. D.) Hardcore Emos- These emos are a mix of cutters and romancers. Mostly all gothic. These emos are constantly attempting suicide. They don't talk too much. They do wear all black. Often hardcore emos aren't too friendly. Which leads to many other issues. If you were to look at their wrists you would see a mess of fresh and old cuts and scars. Don't take these emos for granted they usually have a tough life. That's enough for the emos I think you get the jist of it. Goth Short for gothic. I'm not going to give you the history of the goths because that's what google is for. Generally goths wear black,just like emos, goths hate not their lives but the thought of life in general. It's not that they don't like it, it's just that they don't really give a shit. They usually smoke, drink, or do drugs but emos can do that as well. Gothic people are drawn more to the darker side of life and are often into witch craft and spells. Voodoo is not uncommon. Since Twilight exists goths do not include people who are obsessed with vamps and werewolves(unless emo is involved.) Goths, unlike emos, are not emotionally challenged. Just people with disdain for life. *Yawn* well this is now boring me so yeah imma end this. If you have any other emo types- feel free to list them, I know I did not get them all. This information is based on various sources and opinions*****
  3. This is my first song ive actually written since my lil Nilophant took himself from me a week ago ! I apologise if its not as good as my other songs but this is the first time i actually decided to write another song ! This is dedicated to my baby Nilo <3 Rest in Peace babe <3 28102011 NUMB BUT I LOVE YOU Sitting here thinking about you Remembering how you said you Loved me Tears roll down my fucking face My emotions are no longer connected to my Body I have become NUMB ever since you took Yourself from me Im NUMB BUT I STILL LOVE YOU No matter where you go remember I'll always fucking love you It's been a week now since you've Been gone, never am i gonna forget you Your my fucking one and only Baby. I hope your somewhere Happy I have become NUMB ever since you took Yourself from me Im NUMB BUT I STILL LOVE YOU No matter where you go remember I'll always fucking love you Why did you have to fucking leave me ? Why kill yourself for some selfish fuck ? He didnt deserve you at all baby Il love you forever and always boo I have become NUMB ever since you took Yourself from me Im NUMB BUT I STILL LOVE YOU No matter where you go remember I'll always fucking love you Never will i forget chuu You'll stay in my heart until i die You my baby Nilophant I fucking heart chuu I have become NUMB ever since you took Yourself from me Im NUMB BUT I STILL LOVE YOU No matter where you go remember I'll always fucking love you I'll always love you baby
  4. I'm living in a world of pain. I'm living in a world of hurt. I'm living in a world of sorrow. Hiding behind a wall, I fake a smile and cover my scars, hoping to hide all my emotions from my friends. I hide my pain behind a fake smile, my scars under a jacket, and as for my tears, I just hold them in, waiting till the night when I can drown my sorrows in a pillow. I am alone in this world. A world of sorrow and pain. A world of disappointment and grief. I'm stuck in a horrible world, and I don't know what to do.
  5. I want you to sit there and watch, watch as I dance in the flames I want...I need you to hear my torment and pain, my rage at its peak when I am not hiding behind this mask of calm I delight at the knowledge of knowing you hear these cries and screams, no don't cover your ears or look away now or you will miss the best part as my skin boils and pops while I fall to my knees and I'm nothing but ash, I want you to watch as my soul floats away tainted with evil, but no I am sitting here listing to your lies I'm stupid enough to believe all the while wishing I was dancing in the flames feeling my blood boil skin pop and to become nothing but ash as the wind carries me away
  6. scream at me throw your hate at me hit and beat me because i am different spit your venomous words at me because i am strange i will just take it in silence, betrayed i feel so enslaved because i am here so you can play, so you can hear my screams and witness me break so hopeless inside i will not runaway because my hate cannot be bound forever you will not tear me down because i am pain i am shame i've gone insane, i like this game you hate to play choking you gently gaining control for i will not runaway for i am pain i am shame i have gone insane.
  7. the glass is shattered I need to pick them up my hands bleed and leave from my skin but yet the pains absorbed in like a sponge. I must put them back together water drops raced from my cheeks like waterfalls mixed with the blood tainting the glass its my fault it broke all mine I deserve this. pitiful laughter escaped from my lips and echo my thoughts. Shh shh don't cry what leaves from your lips is a lie. Please don't die . The voice paused my body as well as life and pain. then wrapped me in warmth cleaning my hands from sorrow. But it was my fault let me... the words were trapped my mouth was gently shut everything went still and my eyes shut slowly. Don't worry don't cry ill always be by your side. I drifted to deep sleep peacefully. uttering one question to the stranger. Are u happiness? and I heard was a chuckle.
  8. I have a friend that cut herself and she like my best friend, back then she made fun of people who cut themself because she think it stupid and such but now she cut herself just like them. I ask what wrong she told me that because her mom is being a bitch about everything but for all ik her mom just made her clean the house and such. I been to her house like once a week maybe more sometime and they not that bad (even I have worse parent). Maybe she just lonely but she have even more friend then I have so i really don't know the reason or maybe she just hiding something from me. So what should I do about her, should I tell her to stop, but how do I even do that " you won't understand" she said. Maybe I should just ignore her and she will stop? I have a cousin that also hurt himself, I can't be there for him and the last time I herd he in the hospital for losing blood and all that shit now I wish I should have do something cause now he won't even text me back. so do you guy have any ideas what I should do?
  9. It hurts doesn't it? Not just on the inside but on the outside too. It overpowers us and takes a toll on our physical being. We feel like not even trying, not even breathing. We just feel like giving up. Sooner or later we will get to the point where we won't even care what other people see. We won't care if they break our facade... for we will be too far off. We will be lost.
  10. I wear a mask to split two worlds the present and past one u see one I've seen the one u see is like a dream one I've seen is a nightmare caged in lock and key but inside me. this thing that shakes and raddles violently it bites and scratches me. this thing that makes me sick beg and plead u till I bleed. can u see these tears upon my cheeks do u see what they really mean. they are screams a sound these lips cant make for your sake...
  11. Buzz... Buzz... Buzz... A text for me From you, my sweet I open it in eagerness But what do I see? "This thing between us Will never work I don't want to be friends, either I'm deleting your number Don't talk to me anymore Goodbye." Glass shatters Glass? No... That was my heart. That was my mind. All this time You said "good morning beautiful" every day You said "until tomorrow, my love" each night And I smiled for you I loved you And I... I wasn't the one that betrayed you. And I never would. But I can promise that she will.
  12. In trapped in darkness Broken and heartless... I'm a big fucking mess I'm done doing my best. I fall and hit the floor I have nothing more Broken dreams Silent screams... Tears stream down my face I've lost my place.. So many mistakes... Happiness doesn't last My chances are in the past.. I'll lie here forever While you are together. Words fall music speaks I'm just so weak. I tryed holding on For so fucking long. But now I'm not strong. What once was my heart Is crushed and the pain is sharp. Shattered and blown away.. I'm not okay. The look in my eyes.. The tears I cry.. Hiding and running I'm not so stunning.. Broken and alone Lightness hasn't shown. Drowning in sorrows There's no tomorrow..
  13. The broken wings that brought her down, shine in the dark as she whimpers the sounds. Noises that mean she's doing it again, her secret rivers that form on her skin. Wipe it away, because she's starting to taste the shame brought on by what she wishes she could erase. She just wants a window, something that screams, 'there's more to this world than just the pain it seems.' Suffocating. She's dying inside, every time there's a new red scar to hide. Her broken halo is beyond repair, but whoever said she wanted it there? She belongs to the fallen, overturned crosses. Abominations and broken losses. Her wings may be broken but she flies so high, best friends with the metal that owns her life. But, what is "alive" when it's just the property of something with the power to steal it like a robbery? Nothing is the answer. Nothing at all. She flew too high so she was doomed to fall. Screaming the silence that means the dead, They wander what went on in her head. A shame she left an unfinished journey, a tortured pain angel, condemned for eternity.
  14. Broken Love </3 It's like a stab in the chest with a knife. A knife that will never be removed. A knife that will never completely murder you. A knife that has become a permanent part of you & will never hurt any less. It's the loss...of you. The man of my dreams, the one I love with my entire being. The man sent to me straight from above. I've lost him, I've lost him foolishly with my words, my words I did not mean. I wanted to make it easy on him, not allow him any pain. In doing so though, I'm feeling SO much pain. My heart is broken & my soul is torn, never to be completely healed. I am nothing but a girl half worn. </3
  15. Sometimes I can feel so small. Like world doesn't care about me. And at times I know it's true. I guess it could be worse. I could be dead. But would that be a relief? I could be starving. But would that distract me from my pain? I guess it could be worse. When I say that my chest gets tight. Is it pain or is it pride?
  16. Death is just a pain that is hard to feel It seems false, extremely unreal, It happens fast or slow You don't get time to let go. Life is all pain Death is a simple game, You play it And lose it, You cry and you lie Eventually we all die. We could either burn in hell Or pretend everything is all well, Either way we are all consumed by death Death taking away your every breath, So say goodbye, you've no time to cry Now I shall die.
  17. you panic when everything you love falls away so you grab what you can even if it is a blade but i will bring you back im gonna save you coz the end of you is the end of me i kno it was for me but this doesnt make me feel better if anything i get worse so i bring you bak from the brink im gonna save you so let me??
  18. I stare blankly into the dead of the night, wondering if anyone could have possibly ever experienced the pain i feel coursing through my veins this night. I think to myself "You have him for yourself. isn't that enough? Need you really worry" But I know I will never stop worrying. Could he ever fall for someone else? Could I? What is he thinking now? It hurts like a hot blade to my heart. Searing, rushing, suffocating pain. I bite my lip and choke an upcoming sob. He kissed me. I was his first kiss, among so many other milestones in his life. I was there through it all. What am I honestly worrying about? The past. It has to be. But no one is like him. I have never seen someone in the way I see him. He is a hero to me. A stronghold. A lover. A best friend. Everything. Does he even know that. I wish I could show him... but i don't want to scare him away. Not when we've come so far from those first hours of our first meeting after 5 years of being apart. I could tell how much we'd both changed since that day. For the better, of course. I walk around the room to try to catch my breath. My eyes feel the after-tinge of tears and are heavy with sleep. I look out the window at the moon once more and wonder if angels really do dance upon it. If that's where she is right now. And I tell her to watch over him tonight, send him my embrace and for a second I swear I feel her there with me. But then the cold of the Winter night returns and I climb into my bed. I speak quietly to myself, " Till morning comes, I am without him. But I will live. And a new day will come. And it will be alright" and I drift to sleep, my bleeding heart at rest.
  19. A mouse drawing, I'm really proud of how it turned out c:
  20. My tear is worth 1000 words for that you well never see them...they show you how strong i am and they show how my love for protecting what an who i love an care for it a warning to not step in my path..an if my path is looked up at by an lovely heart well burn an i would not cry another tear...! The blood is what reminded me of the pain you left for me! Wat keeps me wanting you dead more and more,its not the point of hateing yourself its hateing what you became or what they made me,i hate the the smiles and the love you feel,when the darkness is killing me with pain so its only right to wish you death and just like me, you drown you in a pool of razor like lies,and for you to have nothing eals to do but throw them deep inside and block them with fake love....but to only look for the pain,& hate in people and if you get this wish i would no longer bleed and be free as the bird and the love for men and child and thats it,...your pain l. like sets me free...you,i,your,me this is me both love and pain wishing for both to die and so i can eat myself with the strong love......life ok my frist peom was about meh and tears and how and why i cry its really to show you that my tears is most like razors and that if i find someone to love i would not need to no longer cry;plz comment for tip but plz don't comment bad things plz if u don't like it don't read it....my second peom is really hard and well thought its about me to different emotions fight to save my soul u can say,but my pain is wining because i am being hurt so...but i tryed n would like some of the best to comment & get tips just like the first don't read if u don't like it thanks i tryed hard
  21. Me and my ex boyfriend Arin dated for like a month and broke up because he moved and we were too young to handle the long distance relationship, i was 13 he was 14. Then about a year later, I'm 14 and he's 15, we get into contact again and we're soooo close. He lives about 45 min. away, but we called each other every single day, three times a day, stayed up on weeknights sometimes school nights talking until 5 in the morning, we made plans, and we truly loved each other and everything was perfect. For about 1 1/2 years... Then Logan comes. He was my best friend, i told him anything, well he told me he loved me, then i realized i had strong feelings for Logan. I decided to tell Arin, and we got into an argument, and he got mad at me evrytime i hung out with Logan. Eventually we broke up and i dated logan. And i kept going back and forth between them. I stayed with Logan but when i decided this, Arin came into town. We did things, not sex, but i pretty much cheated on Logan for him. He only stayed in town for about 2 weeks, then he had to go. But 3 weeks after he left he told me that he had sex with someone while he was here. That really hurt because we still loved each other and he did that. But I ignored him for awhile, mostly cause I was pissed, then one night i got drunk and called my best friend Brittany, She ended up three-waying with Arin, and apparently i went on about how much i still loved him... We talked like once every other month, thats it . . . but now we're both 16, and talking again. and i think i still love him I dont know what to do and need some advice, im not totally stupid am i? I just feel soo depressed lately because i know i hurt him, and he knows he hurt me, and i want him back but idk wut to do, HELPPPP
  22. Take my heart Let it beat If it stops, its my defeat I am torn I am ripped just because the knife has slipped Teary-eyed because the lies Talk to myself ,cause i'm true (hold my breath until you love me) hold my breath until i'm blue you caused me pain and told me lies cross my heart and hope you die trust is nothing ,but a word Things i seen and things i heard I'm not alone, i have the darkness And i'll be gone, when people start this.. This pain again ,I wont attend.. the begin because, i fend for the end.
  23. Don't forget me when you go Let warm memories Remind you Of who I am Keep your heart wide open You never know what will Find its way in Keep me in the back of your mind Let me know When you find yourself Help me understand Who you are now Tell me how you feel Don't make me feel this way Take my confusion and Replace it with pain Keep your heart wide open You never know what will Find its way in Keep me in the back of your mind
  24. I'm tired of all this pain I should just let it go Maybe then I'll stop hurting As I think of you tonight Has anyone ever told you That suicide is in this year Maybe a blade can save me When you can't I'll just close my eyes Let the clouds drift by Look at the moon No time for goodbye I'll just slit my wrists in peace Let the darkness carry me away Don't worry, dear I'll be fine I'll just close my eyes Let the clouds drift by Look at the moon No time for goodbye My life... It Never Ends...
  25. A Step To Late And Maybe For Us Not Even a Push will do You've haunted my dreams I know you're real The perfect one The one that feels unreal Like a ghost you haunt Everything I do You make me feel self-consious Like an animal in a zoo If I could let you go That would be grand But right now I need to get my head out of the sand To face this reality around me I need tools A knife to cut this bond A mic to give me the power of song To barf up my feelings To a gawking world A can of perfume To hide the smell of imperfections And a dream catcher To get you out of my little head Now the dreams are chased out Like a pack of wolves Running from hunters That want the pelt of a life To make them feel whole I now realize That I'm me That I can live my life Happy and free All I need is a little piece of you Because it's afully lonely Without a piece Of you and your torment
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