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demons are everywhere they live in are minds they appear in every nightmare they turn joy to fear, happiness to darkness, my demons will not die my demons will remain throughout time hiding in the dark waiting to torment me, make me bleed make me suffer deprive me of sleep deprive me of love my demons are everywhere

even tho the world can be a mirrior doing the things that seem right but on the other side of the mirrior it is doing things wrong but yet we still stand to make things right to pick our paths though the darkness even if we are alone we still stand tall though the darkness cos beauty strength hope faith its not the out side but the inside in all of us most dont see it and jus keep living a dream but in the end we are the only ones who truely know how we feel even if we are alone to be unique is the one thing we are good at even if other people dont think so it dont matter though faith comes hope though love comes strength this is who we are this is how we move though the world we know we are not diffent we are all the same even if we think we not but in love and war we lose people we love deep down we think its easy but its not it stays with you for long long time love is not jus words or some thing you speak its the touch the sense the feeling when you lose all this its like losing hope to live and forever in darkness where ones soul dies with out speak thy last words letting the one you love slip away never seeing them as the darkness cusumes you never seeing the light again death beneath the dark with out the light of hope........this is when ones truely lost the will to live forever eternity lost in darkness

from rivers to oceans we float away awaiting the moment when heart shall stay from misery to tears in open years we fade back in to the darkness but will thy be ones heart happyness or will thy be ones misery and sorrow only if one follows the music of their heart then shall they only know but only when the song bears the music can one know and see the true nature of love and how it is to be because with out the music of the heart and love one goes on alone ever wondering like a lost soul within the darkness

Why am I queit? Bc Im sad I've been through mostly bad... I walk with my head down I wear a frown... I try hiding this side... No longer filled with pride... I'm starting to fade Into darkness Broken and heartless.. I'm just a fucking mess.. No one knows what's wrong I've been trough this for so long I try to talk about it But I lose it... My throat clenched... Tears filling my eyes I start to cry... I don't want it to show I dont want you to know.. The pain is just to strong I can no longer hold on.. Fake smiles or none at all... I feel so fucking small... I run from my fears And worry about the things near.. It's harder to focus for a while As I try to put on a smile.. I have no ones shoulder to cry on All my happiness is gone. I cry and start feeling sick It feels like in my heart there's a sharp stick.. How long will this go on? I can't stay strong. I'm way to weak I dont want to speak.. I look in the mirror The tears coming nearer.. My eyes all red The sadness I dread.. The tears stream down my face As I lose my place.. Why am I crying? I feel like dieing. What's wrong with me Happiness is what I can't see.. I used to be happy and energetic Now I'm just pathetic... I used to be crazy and wound But then I start falling to the ground.. Depression I found.. Now I'm dark Stuck here with no heart... Quiet and alone No one to pull me home.. I'm so much different you see This isn't the real me.. Calling me names Bc I'm mean You haven't seen... You don't know I'm depressed I'm just a big mess... I try not to show No one can know... But the pain is pouring out I want to scream and shout This isn't what I'm all about. The pain inside The tears I cry... As I slowly die... You'd still never know... Why this side of me starts to show. Distractions only last so long Soon I'll be gone... I hold it in a day And cry when people go away... Fine one minute Gone the next I'm an emotional wreck Nothing but a mess... Why do we love the people that cause us pain.. It drives me insane... I'll do whatever it takes To be the mistake You can't live without... You know my name Not my story You know what I've done Not what I've been through. Happiness straight from the bottle When real life's to hard to swallow. You left me here Like a chalkoutline On the sidewalk Waitin for the rain To wash away... Loving the ones I Miss That made me feel like shit The way you made me feel The pain never heals You go through my mind All the time I hope you come back But in my heart there's a big long crack.. Al these dreams washed away Happiness doesn't stay... Tears stream down my face Ive lost my place Lieing here in darkness Broken and heartless Alone and lost.. My chance is in the past Nothing good ever lasts... Walking with my head down Music is the only sound... I'm not in the mood I'm covered in wounds.. I don't want to talk just go away I'm really not okay.. You see the look in my eyes The tears I cry.. Ask me what's wrong You'd never understand I'm stuck Sinking in this sand... Someone give me a hand and help me move.. Happiness is what I lose.. Falling and hitting the floor I have nothing more... Words fall music speaks... I'm way to weak... Someone help me back on my feet.. Bit by bit things start to fall apart What once is my heart is crushed And this pain is sharp.. Sometimes I don't even know what's wrong I've been hiding it in all along. Cry for no reason Alone through the seasons... I need help But no one hears my yelp... These crazy thoughts go through my mind.. Happiness is something I can't find. Words unsaid That familiar pound In my head There's no light I'm filled with fright... All these thoughts day and might I've lost the fight Done holding on Everything is gone...

I remembered ur walk The way you talk The sound of your voice... But I'm not your choice... You look at me like you have something to say.. But then you just walk away. It's really annoying It pisses me off. All my happiness is lost. Fuck this fuck that Go to hell I'll do the same as well.. Dreams washed away There's nothing to say. Lying here in darkness Broken and heartless.

In trapped in darkness Broken and heartless... I'm a big fucking mess I'm done doing my best. I fall and hit the floor I have nothing more Broken dreams Silent screams... Tears stream down my face I've lost my place.. So many mistakes... Happiness doesn't last My chances are in the past.. I'll lie here forever While you are together. Words fall music speaks I'm just so weak. I tryed holding on For so fucking long. But now I'm not strong. What once was my heart Is crushed and the pain is sharp. Shattered and blown away.. I'm not okay. The look in my eyes.. The tears I cry.. Hiding and running I'm not so stunning.. Broken and alone Lightness hasn't shown. Drowning in sorrows There's no tomorrow..

My tear is worth 1000 words for that you well never see them...they show you how strong i am and they show how my love for protecting what an who i love an care for it a warning to not step in my path..an if my path is looked up at by an lovely heart well burn an i would not cry another tear...! The blood is what reminded me of the pain you left for me! Wat keeps me wanting you dead more and more,its not the point of hateing yourself its hateing what you became or what they made me,i hate the the smiles and the love you feel,when the darkness is killing me with pain so its only right to wish you death and just like me, you drown you in a pool of razor like lies,and for you to have nothing eals to do but throw them deep inside and block them with fake love....but to only look for the pain,& hate in people and if you get this wish i would no longer bleed and be free as the bird and the love for men and child and thats it,...your pain l. like sets me free...you,i,your,me this is me both love and pain wishing for both to die and so i can eat myself with the strong love......life ok my frist peom was about meh and tears and how and why i cry its really to show you that my tears is most like razors and that if i find someone to love i would not need to no longer cry;plz comment for tip but plz don't comment bad things plz if u don't like it don't read it....my second peom is really hard and well thought its about me to different emotions fight to save my soul u can say,but my pain is wining because i am being hurt so...but i tryed n would like some of the best to comment & get tips just like the first don't read if u don't like it thanks i tryed hard