AllTheyCisScarsSixx Posted August 16, 2011 Posted August 16, 2011 I agree that cutting is something that is very hard to stop and it does cause more problems in the end. But for me cutting allows me to be powerful and strong, it lets me be in control. I started cutting I would say about 5years ago, I was cutting for a good length of time and then wouldnt cut again for months. This year I caved and I cut again after almost two years of not cutting. I used to be ashamed of cutting myself but then I grew a pair and realised that I shouldn't be ashamed because this is who I am and a part of me and if someone can't accept me because of this then I don't need them. Cutting is a curse and a blessing because if it wasn't for cutting I'd be dead years ago.
EG Tommy Posted August 16, 2011 Posted August 16, 2011 okay okay,i heard enough,cutting is a drug?seriously,i mean i can't cry anymore,that's a fact,but i felt unbearable mental pain but i never cut myself but your saying that cutting is the same as crack,fine,THEN YOUR ALL FUCKING WEAK AS HELL!!!!!!!ARE YOU ALL THAT FUCKING SCARED OF PAIN!!!!!?????if you are,then you don't know pain,cause if you did,it would be an old friend to you This thread is for helping people, not demeaning them.. So, don't be a douche.
donthurtmeanymoreplease Posted August 18, 2011 Posted August 18, 2011 It was about the summer of 5th grade going into 6th when I had started cutting. I had started because these "friends" of mine hurt me, lied, spread rumors, shared my secrets, and made me depressed. We were all still friends and I didn't tell them they were hurting me in tell one day. I had just broke down and started crying after school (6th grade) when we were all talking about suicide, pain, and cutting. One of my friends who didn't hurt me and helped me, Kiara, she had known I cut because of them and she told them. They all started acting different, holding doors open for me, calling me all the time to see if I was ok, taking sharp items away from me, hugs, etc. We all got into a huge fight and I left the school and moved without telling anyone. No one noticed in tell I had stopped accepting their calls and texts, deleted my facebook and myspace, stopped sending back emails etc. I had told my friend Kiara where I lived and then one night I was home alone it was friday and they all showed up on my doorstep hugging me. They all talked to me and they had all started cutting just because of me. Now after that night I stopped cutting and I haven't in 7 and a half months. It was hard at first I jus told myself im not breaking my promise to them im not going to hurt myself again and im not going to let myself down. I cry all the time still thinking about but it made me stronger<3
Weirdazza Posted August 20, 2011 Posted August 20, 2011 i noticed the part about people not wanting to lose you, not all people cut to kill, they do it in less serious places to just ease the pain, ive done it on my fore-arm and my shoulders alot, nothing serious, just a pain reliever
CaitlynF Posted August 22, 2011 Posted August 22, 2011 if u evr need some1 2 talk 2 u can text me at XXX XXX XXXX LOVE YOU <3 <3 <3 ,33
EG Tommy Posted August 22, 2011 Posted August 22, 2011 Caitlyn. While your support is appreciated, Please don't post your phone number in a thread. Remember that this thread is visible to ANYONE on the internet who finds this site.
EmochickFTW Posted August 22, 2011 Posted August 22, 2011 Sueiside cutting is bad but sometimes if your sad or frustrated and you give your self a little cut on your arm with your fingernail or something its a good wy to relif inside pain.
helm Posted August 29, 2011 Posted August 29, 2011 I never liked cutting. I've tried but i could never get the blade to touch my skin. Instead, i'm known as a fire-starter. I only burn paper but in the pass i've burned a lot worst.
Guest TiffehRipzUrHeartOutUchiha Posted August 31, 2011 Posted August 31, 2011 I still cut myself due to all the shit ive been through i aint gonna stop because it helps me release my anger and pain
HeAtheRaWrrS Posted August 31, 2011 Posted August 31, 2011 Ive cut once, no, stratch that, ive cut many many times. The thing is, we get nothing out of it but pale pink -noticable- scars. Anyone who cuts has problems in life, whether its relationship,family,school,friends or just plian life. Ive had issues with all of these topics. But in the end, you'll just get picked on by others because they dont understangd you, or you'll be worried by parents and sometimes teachers and counselors. I went to a doctor once and had to get surgery, the ne thing that pianed me the most was when the nurse asked if i had any major scars, and my damn father lifted up my wrists.... they werent even fully healed. But i stoped, not only because i saw what i was doing to myself, but i saw that i was seriously hurting my mother, and that hurt morethan haveing a blade cut your skin. It was heart wrenching to see her sad. I also stopped because i lost many friends when they found out. I guess what im trying to say, is that if anyone IS reading this and HAS cut before. Only you know the real reason, i wont ask for you to stop, im asking you to consider you life in someone elses eyes, see how you live, see how blessed you are. We are all different aand all of us have different backroungds, i cut because my father was truely evil to me and hated everything about me, he hurt me in every possible way with his words and ways of telling people about me, to him, i was nothing, just something he has to keep alive otherwise he'll get into trouble. Hes one of those bastards who likes to hurt children... (not physically) It got better though, im doing good in school, and im being emancipated soon Dont say that this is the end, because in reality, this is only the beginning.
Aubrey2155 Posted September 3, 2011 Posted September 3, 2011 you have helped me:) You've helped me when i read this I never thought of cutting form that point of view i cried in my room like you said and it works..........thanks......
Aubrey2155 Posted September 3, 2011 Posted September 3, 2011 You've helped me when i read this I never thought of cutting form that point of view i cried in my room like you said and it works..........thanks...... I still cut even tho i know its not good for me but i havent done it in a week im trying to stop before it turns into hell
chemical_redemption Posted September 10, 2011 Posted September 10, 2011 i cut and i hate it so much but dont know how to stop... i mean i have periods when i stop but the something comes and fucks it all up and i do it. the last boyfrind i had would ask me to stop and he talked to me a little bit about it then he dumped me and i started again.... i wish there was a guy out there for me that completely understood
Unknown Posted October 13, 2011 Posted October 13, 2011 I'm with the most of you guys, I cut because it helps relieve pain. I don't know of any other way. You know how they say to talk to someone or, to find help. Well when you tell someone your problems it becomes their problem, and that just creates more stress for that person. And so on for the people that care for them. So I would say to not tell anyone. Write it down, but don't tell people your feelings. Cutting does help. Do what you gotta do to stay in control of our life. To live what they call life.
Thatemokid99 Posted October 13, 2011 Posted October 13, 2011 I don't cut myself, but I scratch my wrists. Hard. Really hard. It doesn't leave scars, but it leaves red marks for a couple hours. I also use mechanical pencils to scratch the top of my hands. I can't stop. It is an addiction. Anyone have a better idea?
Waiting4somethingbettr Posted October 19, 2011 Posted October 19, 2011 Crying doesn't heal the hurt it only makes your eyes blurry so when I go to cut I miss and go too deep. I wish I could stop because it hurts my mom more than me and for that I feel guilty
Thatemokid99 Posted October 20, 2011 Posted October 20, 2011 that is a good point, but you still shouldn't resort to cutting. Try talking to your mom. From what I heard, it sounds like she wants to help you
Thatemokid99 Posted October 20, 2011 Posted October 20, 2011 Crying doesn't heal the hurt it only makes your eyes blurry so when I go to cut I miss and go too deep. I wish I could stop because it hurts my mom more than me and for that I feel guilty That one I just wrote is replying to that
dontaskmewhyjustfrickingsmile Posted October 20, 2011 Posted October 20, 2011 It always SEEMS to make things almost okay for a little bit.. or maybe just bearable enough to get by.. and then other people become involved.. and you still cant stop because you are a train going really fast... and then you eventually hit a broken train track and realize the horror of all that you've done. Then you realize that you DO NEED to stop even if you don't do it right away. Eventually you just hit the wall really hard, fall to your knees and beg a God you don't know if you fully believe in to make it stop. And at this point, when you have thought it over and realized personal reasons to NOT cut, you may be more capable of dealing with the addiction. and believe me, it will eventually die down as the scars fade. you just need to find a better place to release.
baby_mufffin Posted October 21, 2011 Posted October 21, 2011 i do til i bleed so much that....well blood is dripping from my wrist i feel so rejected....... and it doesn't help when my friends get involved because it makes me feel guilty
dontaskmewhyjustfrickingsmile Posted October 21, 2011 Posted October 21, 2011 i do til i bleed so much that....well blood is dripping from my wrist i feel so rejected....... and it doesn't help when my friends get involved because it makes me feel guilty you've got to find a better way hun. It can only get better. Don't promise me that you'll never cut again, but please do promise me that the next time you think about doing it, you stop for 2 minutes and think about all the reasons you feel like hurting yourself, and the consequences near and in the future. I'm here if you need to talk. I've been through this. *hugs*
sexyXemoXlemonXx Posted October 21, 2011 Posted October 21, 2011 i love to cut it really is cool especially all the blood lol i love it
EmoAngel666 Posted October 21, 2011 Posted October 21, 2011 What's the point of stopping when I have done it all my life. If you knew some of our pasts, maybe then you would understand.
dontaskmewhyjustfrickingsmile Posted October 22, 2011 Posted October 22, 2011 What's the point of stopping when I have done it all my life. If you knew some of our pasts, maybe then you would understand. Goddamn it. I'm tired of helping people just to hear them say things like "if you knew our pasts, you'd understand." If I told you my past you'd be sickened. And I used to self harm. It's nothing to be proud of. It's nothing to be ashamed of. But some wear it as a badge. Find another way to express it. If everyone has to know so badly.
Recommended Posts
Please sign in to comment
You will be able to leave a comment after signing in
Sign In Now