♑Gamzee Makara Posted October 22, 2011 Posted October 22, 2011 Goddamn it. I'm tired of helping people just to hear them say things like "if you knew our pasts, you'd understand." If I told you my past you'd be sickened. And I used to self harm. It's nothing to be proud of. It's nothing to be ashamed of. But some wear it as a badge. Find another way to express it. If everyone has to know so badly. Of course they'll say that because they don't want help, some do it just fill a damned cookie cutter. I've done things I'm not proud of either. Things I can't take back. Don't fuck up your damned lives. She's trying to help you, give her a chance. Honk honk -Gamzee
xXEmoChickXx Posted October 23, 2011 Posted October 23, 2011 I felt the same pain... no one understands. u just feel lost in the woods with nothing to do or say but feel the pain you had felt before.
xXEmoChickXx Posted October 23, 2011 Posted October 23, 2011 (edited) You helped a lot of people :3 I KNOW RIGHT! Edited October 23, 2011 by xXEmoChickXx
chemical_redemption Posted October 23, 2011 Posted October 23, 2011 here i go again talking.... i love the feel of the blade and the sight of the blood, but the scars just make me go why do i do this and then i remember its the only way to relieve to pain inside
OctoberShowers Posted October 24, 2011 Posted October 24, 2011 i hav tried it and i thought wow ok that was helpful but it got less and less helpful and more and more painfull. my mate in class one day saw my scars and made me swear to never do it again. i stopped cutting and for 2 weeks it was hard but i stared to realise i wasnt actually helping myself and after i stopped i felt better bout myself. yea hav the odd day where i get sad i want to do it but i dont because im strong and i believe in myself and i swear that i will never give in.
Thatemokid99 Posted October 24, 2011 Posted October 24, 2011 Nice resolution, and that mate of yours sounds like a really good friend.
emoprincess1228 Posted October 25, 2011 Posted October 25, 2011 i understand wat u r saying but i have been cutting for almost 6 years and relieves me. I am addicted. i do wish i could stop but everyone has tried to get me to quit and it just doesnt happen. people who have never done it dont understand and they just expect u quit just like that and it pisses me the fuck off. but i do understand wat u r saying...
OctoberShowers Posted November 4, 2011 Posted November 4, 2011 had another of those days where u cant think of a way to stop myself but knowing how let down my friend would b i sit down and cry.
♑Gamzee Makara Posted November 4, 2011 Posted November 4, 2011 i understand wat u r saying but i have been cutting for almost 6 years and relieves me. I am addicted. i do wish i could stop but everyone has tried to get me to quit and it just doesnt happen. people who have never done it dont understand and they just expect u quit just like that and it pisses me the fuck off. but i do understand wat u r saying... It's an addiction to endorphines, bro. It's what your body produces that makes you feel all up and motherfuckin good when you're in pain. It's like morphine, really. here i go again talking.... i love the feel of the blade and the sight of the blood, but the scars just make me go why do i do this and then i remember its the only way to relieve to pain inside It sounds more like you need a better outlet. Honk honk -Gamzee
kitcatninja Posted November 5, 2011 Posted November 5, 2011 im only 14 and i cut i have scars all over my legs and arms.it has gotten me in trouble at school and everything. i know i should stop but im not allowed to cry at my house.idk wat to do .im a trainwreck.
dontaskmewhyjustfrickingsmile Posted November 5, 2011 Posted November 5, 2011 im only 14 and i cut i have scars all over my legs and arms.it has gotten me in trouble at school and everything. i know i should stop but im not allowed to cry at my house.idk wat to do .im a trainwreck. there is a book I am reading as of now called "The Power." I think it's a sequel to "The Secret." Find this book as quick as possible and read it.
EmoLOver45 Posted November 5, 2011 Posted November 5, 2011 I been cutting since i was 10, i am 18 now, i was addicted, but i go to therapy now and it helps alott thrs differnet ways to stop, Even if i Reallly wanna cut so bad and cause i love the blood and shit i have to tell myself no. Its hard but i stoped. I still want to at sum points but i learned how to control myself.
OctoberShowers Posted November 5, 2011 Posted November 5, 2011 im only 14 and i cut i have scars all over my legs and arms.it has gotten me in trouble at school and everything. i know i should stop but im not allowed to cry at my house.idk wat to do .im a trainwreck. i seroiusly think you should find somewhere not at ur house but still private where you can let out emotion. u need to cry like everyone u weren't born to be a robot so go fine a place where u can feel raw emotion it will help teach u how to live and who to be, it separates the sane from the insane.
NickyKitty Posted November 7, 2011 Posted November 7, 2011 not to sound 'stupid' or whatever as other people will most likely think, but I do occasionally cut myself. =) Not because I'm sad and it makes me 'feel better', I just simply do it because i find it fun and like feeling the blood Is anyone else like me on this?
emoprincess1228 Posted November 7, 2011 Posted November 7, 2011 It's an addiction to endorphines, bro. It's what your body produces that makes you feel all up and motherfuckin good when you're in pain. It's like morphine, really. Exactly It sounds more like you need a better outlet. Honk honk -Gamzee
Nevem_ORXR Posted November 8, 2011 Posted November 8, 2011 im only 14 and i cut i have scars all over my legs and arms.it has gotten me in trouble at school and everything. i know i should stop but im not allowed to cry at my house.idk wat to do .im a trainwreck. so go somewhere lock yourself in a public restroom or something and cry or go to a lonely place and cry there or what I do hide in your closet and cry the point is just effin cry
Rawlins Posted November 11, 2011 Posted November 11, 2011 i Used to cut becuz of all the shit i was going trought and abandimnt issues by my ex bf but i stoped becuz i realized it dident help and it just made me feel worse i had more stress from trying to hide the cuts and when my friends found out they were mad at me so i relized they cared and they were there to support me and now i have the best bf ever who lets me tell him everything and never makes fun of me and he tells me everything my name is evelyn carmona but he made my life so much better i like to be called by his last name Rawlins 7-27-11 Nathan rawlins helped me alot so did my friends and nowing how i was i relize now it wasent so bad .^
Ester-messa Posted November 19, 2011 Posted November 19, 2011 I'm trying to say this without betraying a bitch, but it's easy for someone to say don't do it, but you don't know what some people go through. I've been inflicting self-harm since i was 6, when i was 4 i stopped talking i didn't talk again until my 6th birthday. Everyone has a different life and different ways of dealing with pain.
ShyGa Posted November 19, 2011 Posted November 19, 2011 i've been a cutter since i was 11. mostly on and off but when i turned 13 and was an official teenager problems with my mom got even worse than before, then i was so angry at my mom i would take it out on my friends at school so i was a bitch to the girls but i wanted boys to like me so i was a tart to the boys and now i'm not like people still hold grudges against me and even my friends don't get it, i think they're even a bit scared of what they don't understand. some of them know i cut and i know i should stop because i get so terrified a teacher or even anyone will find out and i feel so ashamed but i feel like the pain inside me is so agonising i need physical pain to check that i'm still alive </3
MSmassacre Posted November 24, 2011 Posted November 24, 2011 okay what if you cant cry anymore like your out of tears? and you cant scream cause you just get yourself in trouble? ive been cutting since i was 7th grade and now im in 11th idk it helps me deal with alot of stuff going on in my life. it helps me feel like im still apart of this world somehow. i dont care for the blood or scars i just want to know i still have emotions somewhere inside me becouse i dont want to feel like im no longer apart of it.
ShyGa Posted December 3, 2011 Posted December 3, 2011 I know what you mean. it's hard and so many people don't understand, but at the end of the day, it's our life ad our body and if self harm helps then that's the way we deal with our emotions </3
its_cami_♥ Posted December 5, 2011 Posted December 5, 2011 i think this is more of a personal thing. i do cut, but there is a purpose for me. when i do that, the physical pain doesnt add onto the emotional, it sort of drowns it out. i feel the sting on my arms and if its bad enough, its the only thing i will think about. by the tim ethe stinging goes away my mind has been slightly cleared of the emotional stress. but everyone is different
Tayla_NameInBullets Posted December 6, 2011 Posted December 6, 2011 I'VE TRIED STOPPING, IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE
Guest whynonemozhatemeh Posted December 6, 2011 Posted December 6, 2011 that is exactly what i do ppl tell meh and my frends to go slit our wrists all they time they tell meh it would make them happy all the time they have told meh this since the 6th grade
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