Hidden

[Youngblood]

I work so hard to hide it all

Nobody gets it, so now I fall .

I fall deeper in my sorrow, deeper in this hurt.

Everyday, every breath, it just gets worse.

 

I smile and try

to make people know I am always fine.

So, I write on the pages, the tears I can't cry.

 

In the dark forever, that's my dream.

hidden from the world, so I can scream.

Nobody knows what goes on in my head.

Little do they know, I want to be dead.

 

I cant describe the feeling I fight to hide.

But its unbearable, killing me inside.

 

I have so much to say, but don't know how.

I could try but just not now.

 

So many words left unsaid.

Maybe you`ll hear them once I'm dead .

 

Maybe you'll read my poems,

go through the words Ive written.

What really goes on, every true feeling.

 

You`ll think you know who I really am

But remember you`ll never truly understand.

 

I wrote this. Sometimes I do feel like this.