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Have any of ou wanted to die? but then ou don't do anything stupid and continue living and you feel glad that you didn't end it?

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I've been getting depressed quite a lot recently as one of my closest friends is going to be passing away shortly, i've wanted to end my life a few times now, i've gotten close to it about 3 times i'd say. Thankfully i'm still here, i'm glad i'm here as my friend needs me and i can be there for her,

 

There are still times i wish i'd of done it but there also times when i'm glad i haven't.

 

do any of you feel the same or is it just me?

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I got pushed to the point of ending it..was very VERY close...but my family found me and well here i am still alive i can say im a lil glad but its not really the same anymore like no one trust you to be alone : /

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I got pushed to the point of ending it..was very VERY close...but my family found me and well here i am still alive i can say im a lil glad but its not really the same anymore like no one trust you to be alone : /

well, i can see why they dont trust you to be alone...

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I've tried to kill myself before... and successed 1 time but I ended up in the hospital and came back. The reason why I wanted to kill myself was because my parents abused me at least three times a week. Since this is happening now I'm living with my best friend... and since I moved in with her I would think to myself I'm glad I didnt kill myself, because I would have ppl miss me. But sometimes sad that I didn't die because my parents would always come to haunt me. :( :/

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squirrelsoap Elder Emo

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You shouldn't kill yourself during an episode. If possible, wait until you guys can calm down and think rationally before making decisions that'll end your life.

 

WOW [Wise Obvious Words] from Momo.

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Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. No conflict last forever. Once you end your life though, it's gone forever, and you only get one. I agree with Soap above me as well.

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yeah but its easy to say dont end your life when sometimes it feels like there is no reason or purpose for you to continue living.......I havent killed myself cause I know it would hurt too many people I know.....especially if they ever found out why if I did........its best to continue cause everyone has up and down days....the best thing is to try and stay away from sharp objects

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Well, suicide is a really big thing,

I feel what you're saying,

I think of suicide a lot of times..

and yeah I tried to commit suicide since I was a kid..

but now thinking of it, I'm glad that I'm still alive.

 

 

As for me, I was thinking of suicide a lot,

but then something happened to me

but instead of committing Suicide,

I prayed to god for this problem to be solved,

and I keep praying even that the problem is solved.

Now I'm glad that I didn't turn to suicide but turned to god instead :happy:;

 

Keep something in your mind.

Suicide is not an easy thing to do,

but you should think of the people that will miss you,

don't end end your life because some asshole abused you,

or for a relationship, or for anything.

Life is a precious gift from god,

there's people who are sick and can't move,

or people who can't find something to eat,

and they would want to have a life like yours, while you're trying to waste yours..

 

Everyone of us is going to die someday.

Death is something that will take us all.

So try to live and enjoy your life, and thank god everyday for being alive,

no matter how your life is, remember there's always someone who's life is worst than yours,

but still smile. So live your life with a big smile :)

 

 

Sorry for the long reply :P

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constantly i feel like i shouldnt be in this world, like i dont belong, like i should just die and make evryones life much easier. but i hav great friends and a wonderful person to love who keeps me alive each time i get depressed and suicidal. and each day i continue to live im happy i have these friends to show me that i do belong and that im not alone in this world of cliques and gangs. everyone has someone in this world that theyre there for and they all have somebody whos always there for them.

-dedicated to my lovely neko-

Taters! Elder Emo

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Yes many times I've wanted to die but never went through with it.. And after a day or so of not doing it I feel so glad and happy I'm alive ! Just remember that any periods of craving for death will pass in time and when it does the part of you that wants to live will make you feel great =) .

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I've thought of it, even though I'm pretty young. I have thought of it. But when times are bad for me and I just give up on life, things pull me back in. If I die, I will never meet Joey Jordison ( even though I most likely will never meet him, I WILL STILL TRY TO FIND HIM ). If I die, i will never meet that special person. If I die, I wouldn't get to experience all the awesome things in life. Stupid things pull you back into it. That is what life is, stupid things.

gabbitheawesome Elder Emo

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i've tried commiting suicide too many times to count. ever since i was 5, i alway felt like i don't belong anywhere-that people'd be better off without me. i migt try every once in a while now and then (because people are assholes) but the best person that ever came into my life stops me from going over the edge. he's like my guardian angel and i love him for that <3

-end of sob story-

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My mom would kill me, but yes im tired of a lot of girls at the school ppl have even giver me notes saying: GO DIE EMO! And it hurts but death isnt funny and i wont let them have their satisfaction

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I agree with phoebeScream 3 comments up about how lifes an ass and the only reason I haven't committed suicide before is because there's people who miss me and people who would miss me

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Secretangelconfessions Killjoy

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I feel ya pain.

So many times In a couple of different ways.

Having someone close to you grow wings (pass away) is very hard to deal with. I've had 9 people grow wings in my life.

Having people who don't understand that postion is hard to express to them about how you feel.

I still think about growing wings but my angels don't want me to. Everyday you deal with what you got I front of you without looking and thinking about the negatives in the past.

Surround yourself with people who you feel that you can trust to express how you feel.

Learn to be happy is the key I think.

I was told you can't just jump on a plane and find happiness. It is all about learning to be happy your way.

Maybe you should create an Ottawa charter.

If things get real bad I'm here for ya. Hope that helps ya.

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