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These songs made me wanna cry :[ Nirvana - Sappy Evanescence - My Immortal Nirvana - you know you were right Anberlin - younglife Nirvana - heart shaped box

Trying your hardest to escape, all those thoughts have no end no faith. living in a world with no murcy, no smiles, no happiness for the ones who need it the most. i try to smile through the days of my life.. but deep inside it kills me to every bit. here i am, staring at the eyes that seem to cry all night, all day, cant seem to get a break. nobody has ever wondered why.. but i feel like there is no more time, i give up on this life. i give up all my faith. all my love i thought i had. all these days i thought ment so much to us. here i am.. weeping in the tears of the unkown.. no more faith.. i might never wake up after this night.. just dont wonder why.. -Ola Khrino♥9975

Dear Love, Fuck you, For all the shit you've put me through. Dear Love, I hate you, Enjoy it, do you? Well no more, My heart is torn. You've ruined me for life, Stabbed me with your knife. I've played your game for far too long, Too long I've danced to your siren song. Dear Love, Why? Why do you enjoy making me cry? You've made me scream aloud, Dear Love, Are you proud? You have broken me, You've laughed at my plee. My plee for you to let me go, I beg of you... But No. Dear Love, You've changed me, For the better possibly. Dear Love, I love you, Even after what you've put me through. Why?, I sigh, Dear Love, You've made me who I am.

I was so dumb. I was learning love. I was so broken. I thought you would fix me up. But the entire time, I placed my heart on the line. And you killed it for the moment. That's a lie. Because it takes longer than half the amount of time "we" were. See how I cringe at the word. And you didn't deserve a thing I said. I told myself that inside my head. But you were a boy. You did what boys do. You made me feel like shit. As if it were my fault. But you knew. So you answered my calls and let me cry. I still don't understand why. I swear I wouldn't have fell, If it weren't for your eyes. I vaguely remember Valentines day of 2010. Because I traced your name in the snow on my window sill high up above the ground. I made a silent wish that the thought would be found. And it was. And then it was thrown out of the window of a hippy van speeding fast. I bet it was the night after the dance. Because the memory of it was drained from my mind the second I left. And I racked my brain just to forget. I wrote you more letters than you really deserved. And I couldn't take a hint when you told me they were too long. I really only remember in bits and fucking pieces. I stood with a white flower in the stairwell, waiting. I'm not waiting anymore. I waited everyday. every. day. The memories of you are pretty hollow. They're fake. They're plastic in every form. I didn't know you. You never knew me. I was stupid. I was a dumb girl learning love. There was nothing. After a year of stalking, I left you alone. And if I ever come back to that cozy town to visit, Maybe I'll have the courage to see the gate to your house and keep out.