FateEscapesMe Posted September 8, 2010 Share Posted September 8, 2010 Everyone is telling me to get over the fact that my best friend killed herself last week. My parents keep telling me 'Oh, you hardly knew the girl, get over it' but the thing is, I knew her more than her parents did. I knew what went throuhg her head, who she liked, all her favourite things... I even knew that she was born at 7:53 in the morning! We used to do everything together! But the worst thing is, her mum won't let me keep her old teddy bear, patchy, that she wanted me to have! I just don' know how to cope with all of this! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
daphneangel Posted September 8, 2010 Share Posted September 8, 2010 ohh woww hunn....i dont really kno wat to say...im just really really sorry for ur loss....god....ive never had something lik tht happen to me......im so so so sorry.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
randomgirl Posted September 8, 2010 Share Posted September 8, 2010 I can relate to this...my best friend killed himself in may this year. It was the worst thing. i hated getting up in the morning knowing that i wouldnt see him. It still hurts knowing that when i need someone...he isnt there...but it's gotten bettter. His parents blame me for his death...that was the hardest part of it all....i even blamed myself, but it's not my fault....he even wrote that it wasnt my fault in the letter he left. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bright 'n sunny :) Posted September 8, 2010 Share Posted September 8, 2010 Suzzie?? Alas, I've found you! xD Yeah it's me, Charlotte...I wanted to come check out Aimee's place :l I don't know, I guess that letter just hit me... I'm sorry again Gahh. All this depression isn't very uplifting for me, you know? And it can't be for you, either. Try and cheer up? It's why I'm here. Well, it's the reason I've been WAITING here, waiting for this post of yours. It made me sadder. Btw, this may be off topic, but I read your profile, and...you're bi?? Since when?? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Oiroke Posted September 8, 2010 Share Posted September 8, 2010 wow thats just wow. i dont know what to even think if my best friend did that. i couldnt even put myself in your shoes to feel what has happened. idk much about this but remember her and dont let go of your memories with her. so sorry for your loss Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
EG Tommy Posted September 8, 2010 Share Posted September 8, 2010 I'm so sorry for you. i know theres really nothing we can say to make it better but we're (the people of emopuddle) here for you. And ok, maybe i jumped the gun in disliking you, bright n sunny. i apologize. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
punk301 Posted September 8, 2010 Share Posted September 8, 2010 "as my pain takes, my soul fakes, the smile that was never there, to move with grace, only shows how im a big disgrace, my soul is torn, my body is weak, my destiny bleak, to see the light, and to control my blight, ur pain and death was ur escape, but u left me here in this messed up shape" feel better Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest emokid00 Posted September 8, 2010 Share Posted September 8, 2010 Everyone is telling me to get over the fact that my best friend killed herself last week. My parents keep telling me 'Oh, you hardly knew the girl, get over it' but the thing is, I knew her more than her parents did. I knew what went throuhg her head, who she liked, all her favourite things... I even knew that she was born at 8:53 in the morning! We used to do everything together! But the worst thing is, her mum won't let me keep her old teddy bear that she wanted me to have! I just don' know how to cope with all of this! i'm going to kil myself next week and i just want u to know that u guys are the best friends i had Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YourSorrowCause Posted September 8, 2010 Share Posted September 8, 2010 I can't say I understand totally, but I get where you are coming from. My best friend tried to kill herself a few days ago, and it was a real shock to her parents. They don't understand her, they know nothing about her. I understand why she did it, not that I was happy with it. I can't say I am happy she didn't go through with it, because I hate seeing her suffer, but I can say that I am glad to still have her around. So I understand where you are coming from through I still have her here with me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Lia <3 Posted September 8, 2010 Share Posted September 8, 2010 i'm going to kil myself next week and i just want u to know that u guys are the best friends i had Whoa! you need to take a step bak and think hunni... i dont think anyone wants to lose you.... it may seem hard but it will get better hunni . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Evil_Vampire Posted September 9, 2010 Share Posted September 9, 2010 well lets just say this i think about suicide alot if its thinking about doing it or someone else doing it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
punk301 Posted September 9, 2010 Share Posted September 9, 2010 death is permanant, but even though the world seems painful and the it closes around elimainating ur freedom, u cant let it control u Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest emokid00 Posted September 9, 2010 Share Posted September 9, 2010 Whoa! you need to take a step bak and think hunni... i dont think anyone wants to lose you.... it may seem hard but it will get better hunni . thx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
XXXemocutieXXX Posted September 9, 2010 Share Posted September 9, 2010 im sorry for what happened.i dont know what else to say.my cuz killed himself last summer,he was 13,so i guess i can relate,but i didnt know him too well....just do and feel what ur heart want.keep ur friend in ur heart and ur friend will always be remembered.close ur eyes and remember ur friend....cause ur friend will nvr be forgotten! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FateEscapesMe Posted September 14, 2010 Author Share Posted September 14, 2010 Thanks... Oh, and Charlotte? I have been for a very long time... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest emokid00 Posted September 15, 2010 Share Posted September 15, 2010 i'm going to kil myself next week and i just want u to know that u guys are the best friends i had Whoa! you need to take a step bak and think hunni... i dont think anyone wants to lose you.... it may seem hard but it will get better hunni . What's the point of life when all my friends killed themselves and i got no one to talk to when I need help :'( God it's so hard right now what do I do? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Scribe Posted September 16, 2010 Share Posted September 16, 2010 Quoted from Forum Rules If feeling down or feeling like you want to do suicide/self harm please visit and talk to these people they will give you professional help which we can not offer. Places to acquire help UK ~ Samartans - In the UK dial 08457 90 90 90. In the Republic of Ireland dial 1850 60 90 90. USA ~ Hope Line - 1 800 SUICIDE begin_of_the_skype_highlighting 1 800 SUICIDE end_of_the_skype_highlighting (784 2433) Suicide Prevention Lifeline - 1-800-273-TALK (8255) Rest of The World Lifeline International Befrienders (Support by the Samaritans) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FateEscapesMe Posted September 22, 2010 Author Share Posted September 22, 2010 Oh, I miss her soo much... We did everything together! And now, she's gone and I'm never going to see her again... I can't get over in and although it's almost been a month, I feel as bad as if it happened yesterday... the worst thing is, I spoke to her that night, I should have picked up tat something was wrong! It's my fault. I could have stopped it, but I was being selfish, going on and on about my (ex) Boyfrend Jeffery! I should have paid WAY more attention! Even her parents realise it's my fault! They said it was my influence that drove her to it, that I made her kill herself! They're probably right... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Lia <3 Posted September 22, 2010 Share Posted September 22, 2010 no its not your fault you didnt make her do it and how were you to know what she thought... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FateEscapesMe Posted September 22, 2010 Author Share Posted September 22, 2010 Because I'm her best friend and best friends are supposed to know these things... I am a terrible, terrible best friend... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Lia <3 Posted September 22, 2010 Share Posted September 22, 2010 no your not... i dont know what does o im my best friends head we arnt mind readers hunni Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FateEscapesMe Posted September 22, 2010 Author Share Posted September 22, 2010 But... I know I couldn't have read her mind, but I knew what was going on in that house, I should have told DOCs or something! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Lia <3 Posted September 22, 2010 Share Posted September 22, 2010 Yea hun but you cant blame yourself im sure se wouldnt want you to beat yourself up ova it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FateEscapesMe Posted September 22, 2010 Author Share Posted September 22, 2010 She said for me not to in the letter she left, but I can't help it... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Lia <3 Posted September 22, 2010 Share Posted September 22, 2010 well then maybe you should stop blaming yourself.. i know if my bestfriend died and she told me nt to do something i wouldnt.. just to keep her happy where ever she was Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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