My Two Constant Feelings

[Capn_Chantal]

Heartbroken and Envious

 

 

 

 

I am heartbroken and envious

I wonder why you've seemed to have given up on me

I hear the negative things that she says about me

I see the way that you look at her regardless of all her lies

I want you to hold me the same way you hold her

I am heartbroken and envious

 

I pretend that you still love me in the same way

I feel alone and resented now that you're gone

I touch the scars that the pain has left behind on my skin

I worry that you and I will never be the same

I cry for the fact that it's like you care little for my life now

I am heartbroken and envious

 

I understand that you've moved on

I say it's more or less for the best

I dream about the day when you will leave her

I try to overcome my feelings of jealousy and hatred

I hope the day will come where you realize that you still love me

I am heartbroken and envious

-The Echoes(I am Poems)