xxHeartsxxOnxxFirexx Posted March 3, 2010 Author Share Posted March 3, 2010 Don't worry, I look terrible. I'm a mess. My doctor and our school counselor decided to let me stay home for a few days. I'm terrified to go back to school. : / The guys didn't even get a punishment. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest emoangl42 Posted March 3, 2010 Share Posted March 3, 2010 have your mom switch schools then...i'm probably going to switch after this incedent...i'm worried for my life. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xxHeartsxxOnxxFirexx Posted March 3, 2010 Author Share Posted March 3, 2010 I wish I could switch schools...But it'd probably be the same with people not liking me and shit. And having to worry for your life sucks. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest emoangl42 Posted March 3, 2010 Share Posted March 3, 2010 i might switch to a private school with good ratings...you should do the same :l Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xxHeartsxxOnxxFirexx Posted March 3, 2010 Author Share Posted March 3, 2010 I'm sorry. My parents and I were having a serious conversation about what happened and I was debating on if I should finally come out and tell them that I hurt myself. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest emoangl42 Posted March 3, 2010 Share Posted March 3, 2010 cutting? why'd you cut Jacquie? D: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xxHeartsxxOnxxFirexx Posted March 4, 2010 Author Share Posted March 4, 2010 I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. But...I just felt like scum. like I deserved to hurt and those guys were right to beat the shit out of me. But it wasn't enough for them to do it for me, I wanted to do it. I was just really upset and I couldn't control it. The urge, I mean. It was too much, and I had nobody to talk to. Nobody to talk me out of it, like last time. Sadly enough, my blade was laying too close. I'm sorry. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xxHeartsxxOnxxFirexx Posted March 4, 2010 Author Share Posted March 4, 2010 cutting? why'd you cut Jacquie? D: I'm so sorry. It was a moment of weakness. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest emoangl42 Posted March 4, 2010 Share Posted March 4, 2010 its okay..but watch this okay?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1hvarUBSJxY&feature=response_watch Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xxHeartsxxOnxxFirexx Posted March 4, 2010 Author Share Posted March 4, 2010 That scared the shit out of me! hahahaha Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest emoangl42 Posted March 4, 2010 Share Posted March 4, 2010 XD Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xxHeartsxxOnxxFirexx Posted March 4, 2010 Author Share Posted March 4, 2010 So how was your day? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
randomgirl Posted March 4, 2010 Share Posted March 4, 2010 ... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xxHeartsxxOnxxFirexx Posted March 4, 2010 Author Share Posted March 4, 2010 What? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
randomgirl Posted March 4, 2010 Share Posted March 4, 2010 nothing Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xxHeartsxxOnxxFirexx Posted March 4, 2010 Author Share Posted March 4, 2010 then why'd you put "..." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest emoangl42 Posted March 4, 2010 Share Posted March 4, 2010 my day was fine except for the getting cut and having acid poured on me..you? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xxHeartsxxOnxxFirexx Posted March 4, 2010 Author Share Posted March 4, 2010 Erm...not that great. : / Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest emoangl42 Posted March 4, 2010 Share Posted March 4, 2010 wanna talk about it? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xxHeartsxxOnxxFirexx Posted March 4, 2010 Author Share Posted March 4, 2010 Well if you honestly don't mind hearing me whine Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest emoangl42 Posted March 4, 2010 Share Posted March 4, 2010 i dont, go ahead Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xxHeartsxxOnxxFirexx Posted March 4, 2010 Author Share Posted March 4, 2010 Thanks. Well after getting the shit beat out of me and all that, I just wanted to get my mind off of things. So one of my friends asked if I wanted to hang out after she got home from school (I didn't go today). So I agreed and after school, we decided to go to the mall. We got a ride and once we got there, we decided to check out Hot Topic. But when we walked in, of course my ex had heard we'd be there. I just pretended like I didn't see him because I just didn't feel like fighting again. But he came up and started talking to us. He kept bugging me about what happened at school. Come to find out he asked them to do it. I was in a bad mood as it was, so I told him "Look, I just don't wanna deal with this shit right now. please, we're just trying to have fun." And he went off on me, telling me I deserved it and they should be getting rewarded and shit. And somehow, it all ended with me storming out of hot topic and him throwing a razor blade at me and saying "You know this is what you want! Take it! Jut go hurt yourself, I really could care less!" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest emoangl42 Posted March 4, 2010 Share Posted March 4, 2010 omg he has no heart at all...what a cruel asshole that actually made me cry Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xxHeartsxxOnxxFirexx Posted March 4, 2010 Author Share Posted March 4, 2010 I'm sorry Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest emoangl42 Posted March 4, 2010 Share Posted March 4, 2010 its not your fault but i mean..how could people be so heartless? i mean really? preying off a 13 year old girl? what the hell is wrong with people these days? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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